>>5 it’s not so much a matter of whether I won or not, it’s that it was such a huge accomplishment for me yet when my friend won it in less than 1/5th of the time I put in it felt like what I accomplished was so miniscule that I almost threw the trophy out.
>>6 I like Lee a lot. I’m like him except I have no one to guide me. He had Guy. I have no one that can guide me like he did.
Oh don’t even get me started on girls. They don’t even look at me. And my friend that won? Yeah he has a pretty gf while I’m always third-wheeling. I’m supposed to be part of his wedding as a groomsmen yet I really don’t feel up to it. Fuck, I’m not even buying the suit he wants me to.
I might just tell him to find someone else.
If you watched the latest Attack on Titan episode, Keith was talkin. About people who are and are not special. Look at Grisha. He was loved by everyone and even got the girl Keith loved. What did Keith get? Jack shit. I’m basically Keith. Nothing special. Just another brick in the wall.