I saw a movie where a girl stood next to the edge and said she wasn’t scared because she knew she wouldn’t jump. But I was terrified, because if given the chance I would jump. Life feels bleak and everyday is constant repeating. I try to pick up hobbies and meet friends but the hobbies never stick and the friends are never real. I know if I stick it out eventually it will get better, but I’m worried that the years of suffering will only surmount to a passing of happiness. And in that case is it really worth it?

You have the chance,
You've had it every day of your life.
The answer that I have to things like this...people don't normally like, or think it's just a thing anyone who knows Him will say.

Asking if it's worth it, I think it is. I think sticking it out, getting passes the sadness, depression, anxiety. Figuring out what you're REALLY lacking in life can help.
Welcome to the Dollars, friend

Look personally i am going through the same things as you, so i know how you feel about that you would jump if given the chance, but trust me it will get better. I'm only 15 and currently on anti-depressants, so i know that things can get better so stick with it. Don't end it all, you're life is way to important to let it just slip away, and i know you don't know me but even then you're life is important to me.

How old are you? There’s a lot one needs to figure out about oneself before you should start thinking about that kind of thing. Also, the math can be quite vague, you might be surprised how much weight things hold in future, be it “happiness” or “meaning”.