So here's the thing, i never had any problem with my parents before, i rarely ask them for anything, but when i ask them to accompany me to somewhere, they easily broke their promise.

on the earlier request i do pretend to be ok with it, but these days i'm finally fed up with it, even when i ask them to promise me if they will really come, they will always broke it when they do promise they will come. to the point i don't even able to trust them to promise me anything. as example today, i ask them to promise me to come to my college graduation tomorrow, i even ask them 2 weeks before, they said they promised it. but then today they came to me said they can't come tomorrow,because their excuses "we need to see the neighborhood chief tomorrow for some matter".

this line makes me suddenly feel betrayed, as they easily broke their promise to their child who they promise 2 weeks ago and easily come to other matter when they just asked on the same day. is it ok for me feel this way? as i already tired about everything, i don't even can fucking trust my parents. i feel like i shouldn't trust anybody anymore.

Hey,I kinda know how you feel.My parents said No the last moment but it was usually for trivial things.Still I was at one point I was losing trust.I think you should sit down with them and have a good talk how you are actually feeling.I mean they are your parents,they should understand.Don't stress over this please :) They probably have some reason to do that,idk that's why you should have a really good talk even if you have to cry.If nothing working out just come back here We will help you :)