Hello dear friends
I want to share my biggest problem at the moment and ask for a help
I'm an alone depressive weird ugly 20yr old boy and more continues no time to explain
So I have problems like everybody does and it was just going like that but one day a girl showed up in my workplace and I felt so weird it was something I never felt before and we are talking about me it's weirder then it looks I'm not gay or something but I never interested in girls or make a girlfriend but she was different I talked with her we became a friend or something like this I helped her with her computer and everything was going fine then she met me with her boyfriend and I didn't felt anything emptiness and realised that I like her I don't believe love but she was just for me I wanted to spend my time with her and I don't know what to do we are not meeting anymore because she left work and we are talking on WhatsApp sometimes I want to buy her an expensive present when we hang out I gave her my lighter or buy her drinks like that but I don't know what to do should I try to forget her when she is always in my mind and his boyfriend doesn't deserve her I just don't know what a fuck I'm doing and what the fuck do I need to do I don't even know what a fuck I'm telling to you help me

Someone help this guy before it lands on /incels

Do you manage to feel yourself in yourself?

@ Homofem please don't give him any ideas
as for the actual post:
1) here's your punctuation package, use it wisely: .........,,,,,,,,,,,
2) if she has a boyfriend that's all you can do. don't try to 'take her away from him' or anything, it won't work. if this is REALLY stressing you out i'd suggest finding a therapist or something (since you mentioned depression earlier), if not then all you can do is get over it

I think you shouldnt give up, talk with her and maybe hang out with her just as friends. Maybe you are confusing your feelings, maybe not. Just meet her more. If you notice you are inlove with her and there's nothing more to do, tell her.