I cannot be alive anymore but I am too afraid to commit suicide. Maybe if there other people who feel the same way maybe ww could do it together and maybe neither of us would feel so alone when we do it. If there is anyone who feels the same way, let's talk.

I am in Green Bay. If you are close, let's plan something. I tried already but I couldn't do it. I was too afraid. But maybe with someone else. We can do it together. We could disappear and leave all this pain behind. I will not judge you for it. I promise. I know where you come from too. We are not perfect and we will never be for anyone. I know that no matter what you do that it is always cut short and it is never enough. I know how that feels like, so I will never judge you for it.

For many it would seem wrong for us go likw that,but we know it is the only way out. I know you have tried everything just as I did. I waited a year for things to get better. To recconnected with the people I lost. I know that if you attempt suicide and you fail that it gets much worse. So lets win at something together.

I will support you and I won't judge you. I won't tell you that you are wrong and I know that together we will succeed.

So leave a message, let's plan it, and I promise you that I will not let you down. I will keep my promise to you and I won't tell anyone. It will be our secret.

wrong. your wrong, if your afraid to do it you still have something to hold on to, and don't take this as a chance of now knowing your holding onto something to let go of it ok. and if this happens your going to end up doing it with someone, and the other person will be dead and not you because your gonna chicken out and what will they think of that huh, you'd be the murderer here, and wanting to kill yourself for that no that's not a good way either you'd be scared no matter what. that is how i read your situation, and please reply back your opinion as soon as you get this

Hey X, I want to let you know that we, your fellow Dollars, are here for you, and I'm telling you right now, you don't have to believe me but I really mean that. I ask, or rather, beg, that you first check out the Dollars Discord Support Server and talk with one of our counselors before trying to plan anything. I would also be happy to talk with you, so please, give us a try.

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Remember Izaya's conversation at the beginning cold the anime. I think he is right and that dividing won't be helpful at all except to cause more pain and guilt in this cruel work. But as cruel as it may be, love life because you only have one.

Dude, the world ain't all bad.

Mate, I know where you come from. Not wanting to live, I completley understand. But there will always be someone who is hurt by your death. Even if you never meet them there is still someone. Don't kill yourself. Please.

Ive had suicidal thoughts for about 6 years now, i havent done it yet because im afraid to do so.I live each day thinking about how easy it would be for me to just end it all yet for some reason im still here. Your not alone i know how stupid it can sound and how it can sound empty when you dont feel like it would ever get better but it will.

I have a place to stay but apparently I'm in Asia. hahah
work it up yourself dude.

I had rough life too, I went away got a part time job at McDonalds. Got myself a room at first. Later, I got my own flat. Pretty neat.

good luck bruh

I don’t think you are afraid to kill yourself, you don’t really want to! Listen to yourself, you still have a life to live and go on. If you’re still holding on something you have to focus on that. There is still something there, people who love you, and care about you. Please, find help.

I've been in your position. If I'm being honest, I've been there more than once. It seems hopeless. It feels like you're lost in an abyss that cannot possibly get any deeper than it already is. I've been there. I know what that's like. I was scared too. I didn't want to because I didn't know what would happen to me if I did. I'm atheist, so I don't believe in an afterlife. That just made it harder for me to want to die. In truth, I didn't want to die. I just didn't want to live either. I felt like there was no reason to be alive like this. Living in constant physical, emotional, and mental anguish was too much for me. I wanted to stop living like that, but I was too afraid to die. Finally, my family found out, and forced me to go to a mental hospital. I didn't want to, and I hated it there. It made me feel worse. Seeing all these other people who felt the same way I did just made me realize how horrible I truly feel on the inside. After being in there for awhile, and thinking long and hard about life as a whole and what all has happened, and could happen, I just gave up. I came to a conclusion; I wasn't afraid anymore. I wasn't afraid to die, but I wasn't actively trying to either. I finally realized that whatever it is that caused me to spiral down into the endless abyss was pointless. It happened already. It's done. It's over. So, I got over it, and instead, I live my life to the fullest. I don't care anymore. I do whatever I want, because I'm not afraid to die, so there's nothing you can do to me anymore. There is no pain anyone can inflict on me anymore, because I've accepted it, embraced it, and not given a shit.

Hope this helps.

>>2 I don't have an opinion in the matter, it is only that I am in constant pain for losing everyone in my life. I am utterly alone and no one would miss me. Everyone hates my guts, I was hoping for something to change in the year that I attempted but everything is worse much worse. I do not have an opinion I just want to go out and not be scared of it like last time.

>>3 thank you Katsure, I have sen it but I do not know how me talking about it could make me feel better I can try. I just feel like I am drowning because it seems that everyone I have loved hates me at this point in my life. I make things worse for people. And the more I write about sometimes I come to a conclusion that my time has past. I don't know if I can be saved or what, all I know that after a year of me trying to be better I am not.

>>5 I remember that episode, I understand what you mean and I wish I could believe that life has so much to offer, I truly do. But I have been trying for so long and yet I have found nothing in my own life.

>>6 For me it is. Maybe your life has a lot of potential but mine has none. I don't have anyone in my life anymore. No one would miss me and it would relieve the pain that I feel.

>> Hibiki, I do not know who. My family left, all of my friends who I used to be close to hate my guts, the girl that I love is just going to get engaged to someone else and just pushes me away no matter what I do. They would be happy for it, initially they would sob but then it will be better. Life would return to the status quo and I will be forgotten and I wouldn't have to deal with the pain that I feel. The person that I am in love with would not even notice.

>>8 Thomas it seems tyou understand how it feels. I just don't know how it would get better. I want for it to get better but I have tried and tried. It hasn't. I just keep losing face and it all feels so heavy.

>>9 I am glad for you, that you found your own place.

>>10 XX, the only thing I am holding unto is that there is a miracle and that something changes. That for once something would happen that it wouldn't make me feel like trash.

>>11 Blackbird, you know how it's like. Not being afraid to lose something because there isn't anything more to lose. I don't know if I will get better, talking about it makes the feeling only bearable but then it comes up again and again, and stronger.
I wish I didn't feel this way but I do with enough reason.
I just want to be loved and to love back and not feel so alone anymore, but that is so much to ask in my own life.
It seems that the only thing I do is make my life worse the more I speak out and I do not know how to deal with that anymore.