Look this is kind of a really personal thing I have and I’m scared it might hurt someone really badly. I don’t know if you would call it a kink but I love to hurt people and torture them. Like with pain but without the blood, and without breaking any bones or killing them. I like to train them and stuff like they are pets and I want to stop but I can’t, I finally moved to a new school and I havent been doing this to anyone there but the feeling of wanting to torture someone is creeping up on me and now my grades are dropping because of it.... My family doesn’t know about this and I think I might need to go to a doctor.

Thats called BDSM my friend. . .though you should get help if its dropping your grades