>>8 we already broke up. She was constantly mad at me for being depressed (which just made it worse). And when she's mad she wouldn't talk to me. Though that was pretty normal until I tried talking to her about it and actually fixing the problem, but she broke up with me. So now there's way too much tension between us to try and get friendly with each other, she couldn't even be friendly when we were dating (just last last few months). But thanks anyways, I appreciate you support!
>>9 read above. Also I was one of her good friends. But the last few months she just started ignoring me and what I mentioned above. Later she said she didn't love me, to my friend while I was right there so yeah that hurt, especially since it was just a few hours after we broke up. Her anxiety was also one of her excuses for not seeing me, others include "i dont have gas to drive 10 minutes to your house", "i hate your mom, im not getting a ride from her", "i dont like people at my house" *has friend over multiple times instead*. So yeah i really dint know why she bothered "dating me" but i guess that relationship is done anyways unfortunately. Thanks for your advice, though it was a bit late. I appreciate it, and who knows, i'll probably have to use it in the future