>>1Dont. Dont do it. Think about the people who you like and those who like you back. When you die, you dont stop the pain, you just make more for others, especially the people who actually care about you.
"When you die, you disappear. The pain you feel doesn't, though. Only your being." -Izaya Orihara
You should confess to the girl you like. If she doesnt feel the same, move on. Dont ruin your life forlorn about someone who doesnt like you back. Dont just survive, LIVE, because: