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Wanting to disappear (36)

1 Name: Shiro !SHirOszFlY : 2018-01-07 23:12 ID:7M5aWcY3 [Del]

Lately I've just been feeling like shit. . .I don't enjoy the things I used to and I have 0 motivation. It'd hard to explain how I feel about life at the moment to be honest, I just wish I cold sleep forever. . . .

2 Name: Shiro !SHirOszFlY : 2018-01-07 23:13 ID:7M5aWcY3 [Del]

Sorry for the typos. . .

3 Name: February : 2018-01-08 04:12 ID:AUXYIHYQ [Del]

Befriend someone/people that's interesting and always keeps the mood lively.Find someone that you love,someone that will motivate you,and make you feel that you need to live just for them.Meditate.It may seem strange,but people tend to forget that its important to maintain your mental health.Simply 5 minutes everyday can help you feel better.

4 Name: Mari : 2018-01-08 20:46 ID:wdEY9AOg [Del]

you sound depressed, maybe you should talk to a doctor or therapist about taking meds. In the meantime, I know it's really rough, I suffer from depression too, for me the most important thing is just getting through the day. Try little self care things, taking a shower, drinking lots of water, cleaning up a little. I try to focus on the idea that a good day is bound to happen eventually and I just have to keep going until then. I really hope you feel better soon

5 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-10 04:21 ID:Ja+uotJV [Del]

I didn't know that you are not feeling good. Is there anything we could do for you? Maybe you need new hobbits? Or something you can be proud at? I always feel down because i have nothing to be proud at in my life.
I think you should talk about your problems with your friends or relatives or maybe a neutral person who has nothing to do with you like a psychologist or a therapeut.

6 Name: Chronos !OLodFucK0U : 2018-01-10 04:43 ID:sxdVxXAn [Del]

>>5 It's definitely the hobbits. No doubt.

7 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-10 05:44 ID:Ja+uotJV [Del]

>>6 Hobbits? What?

8 Name: Namie : 2018-01-10 05:48 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

>>7 Re-read >>5 bby

9 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-10 05:53 ID:Ja+uotJV [Del]

>>8 OMG! I wanted to say hobbies!

10 Name: Namie : 2018-01-10 06:18 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

Why do hobbits have such vile feet?

11 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-10 06:53 ID:Ja+uotJV [Del]

>>10 Pls Namie don't shitpost here k? Shiro has a serious issue.

12 Name: Namie : 2018-01-10 07:41 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

>>11 I've invested plenty of time in Shiro's problem thank you very much. Don't tell me what to do 😉

13 Name: Ania : 2018-01-10 11:50 ID:wZA08g8v [Del]

Hey Shiro! Don't know if you'd still check this out, I understand that feeling, of wanting to sleep forever, I guess there are more things which piled up and made you like this. There's always a chance that someone here could cheer you up, maybe if you write what makes you feel like that? It always help me to sort out my thoughts.

14 Name: Shiro !SHirOszFlY : 2018-01-10 12:21 ID:7M5aWcY3 [Del]

>>13 there's nothing that make me feel like "that" though. It's just there

15 Name: pen : 2018-01-10 18:17 ID:FEh7jx+7 [Del]

it will be good we all have our highs and lows and not to sound cliché but we all spend time in the dark it helps us apreciate the light
shouldn't be to hard for you seeing as you alibi is the color white

16 Name: Maimai : 2018-01-10 22:21 ID:BhrdJutz [Del]

dont wish this because when you are really dead you will be sad that you didnt live again. be positive and it will be al right! (^w^)

17 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-11 00:09 ID:es++6LiH [Del]

>>12 You invested time to find the best method to destroy her thread?

18 Name: Namie : 2018-01-11 05:19 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

>>17 no faggot, Shiro and I have a bond you couldn't possibly imagine.

19 Name: Shiro !SHirOszFlY : 2018-01-11 09:18 ID:7M5aWcY3 [Del]

>>17 sorry to interrupt but me and namie are actually quite close and she has been helping me in my dms ^-^'''

20 Name: Aram : 2018-01-11 16:26 ID:mfwVoXIN [Del]

Depression is a problem that can't be solved easily. If your motivation to life is really that low please search for help. I know it sounds easier than it is but I have seen people who did nothing against their depression and just gave up because they were to proud to search for help or to arrogant to think they would even need help and eventually they couln't handle it anymore. I'm sick of people telling about their depression but doing nothing against it. That's why I recommend you to ask somebody close to you for help. Sometimes just one person watching out for you is enough.

21 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-12 00:33 ID:5+Mqxven [Del]

>>18 I really have the impression that you are in reality Chronos who pretends to be an other user.

>>19 You always befriend the wrong people.

22 Name: Namie : 2018-01-12 03:44 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

>>21
>Namie is Chronos
Lol take the tinfoil hat off Kraut Potato, there's no conspiracy here 😂

>you always befriend the wrong people
It would be much better if she was friends with the transphobic with a hair-trigger temper right?

23 Name: Shiro !SHirOszFlY : 2018-01-12 08:22 ID:7M5aWcY3 [Del]

>>21 if you think Namie Is that bad then I'm sorry lmao, Namie is actually a very kind person when you get on her good side

24 Name: Namie : 2018-01-12 09:10 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

>>23 <3

25 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-13 01:06 ID:iZEQvaVH [Del]

>>23 K Shiro let's talk serious because I have enough of this game. I commented your thread to give you advice because this is what you posted this here. You posted this here because you wanted help. Did you say 'Thank you' to me? No. But you do attack me because I wanted to make your thread clean and I nicely asked Namie to not shitpost here. Why am I the bad girl now? I didn't know that you and Namie are best friends and I see Namie do shit posts here very often so I assume that she is destroying your thread. I didn't know that she is your kind friends. Sorry, I wanted to help you. Please respect the help you get instead of making fun of me. I really wanted to help you. But this was the last time that I tried it.
I really don't know when you fell so deep Shiro, but you have changed so much. I really liked you some time ago and I wanted to be like you, strong and respectabel. But then you befriended with Chronos and you started to be the same bad way like he. You were mean on main and then you supported others who are mean.
Really Shiro before you befriended with Chronos you weren't like this. You would have told Namie to stop dissing me and to make fun of everybody because Namie is getting the same annoying as Kanra before. You would have told her to shut up or reported her but now you team up with her because she is one of Chronos 4chan troll friends. It is ok to team up with trolls and troll friends and Chronos and Namie, but pls don't forget what this website was made for and don't bully only because Chronos and Namie bully here. You think they are cool because Chronos knows how to make everybody look like an idiot and Namie finds in everybodys words things to prof that they are idiots, but this is not cool, this is mobbing!
I don't know why you still hate me. You were the one who started this Shiro. I was only missunderstanding the transgender thing because I said that I don't understand it and you were talking to me like I was a bitch and called me asshole or something. Of course did I become angry, but I said sorry. I didn't wanted to offend you there. I don't know you and maybe you are transgender and this is why you are so angry or you have good transgender friends. I really wanted to say sorry and I don't hate transgender people, I only don't understand it. But you continued to make fun of me at introduction and wherever it is possible. And more than this Namie started to make fun of me too. I have never done something to Namie, but she continued what you have started Shiro. I know you think that you are better than the rest here because you have the power to sage and you are a longterm user, but you are not better than me. The opossite. You are getting lower because you started to be this bad like you are now. I really wish you could change again and become nice again. I really wanted to help you and not to fight with this bitch in your thread. But this was the last time I helped you when you will not respect me when I try to help you. The next time I will write 'Please just disappear. The sooner the better'. I'm really dissappointed. Sorry.

26 Name: Shiro !SHirOszFlY : 2018-01-13 01:41 ID:7M5aWcY3 [Del]

>>25 no needed to write an entire book. Look I don't hate you at all, I just dislike your attitude sometimessage. Also please don't blame my behaviour on Namie or Chronos. The only reason I've become this way is because I've started to not give a shit about the dollars as a whole, sure I have friends here but it gets tiring after 4+? Years

27 Name: Shiro !SHirOszFlY : 2018-01-13 01:46 ID:7M5aWcY3 [Del]

>>26 auto correct what have you done to some of my words

28 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-13 02:23 ID:iZEQvaVH [Del]

K I understand. I will ignore Namie and don't fight again. But why did you give up the community and your friends?

29 Name: Namie : 2018-01-13 05:59 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

>>25
>he next time I will write 'Please just disappear. The sooner the better'.
That's fucking abhorrent, do you even know what you just said?

30 Name: G.P. !K6N517zljo : 2018-01-14 00:53 ID:ECYuRMhs [Del]

>>29 This is abhorrent? Really? Because it hits your friend? OMG how cruel I am! How can I say so a bad thing to your poor friend?! O.O
I tell you: This is what you said to Water when he said that he is going to kill himself. Why is it ok to say something bad to Water and not to Shiro? Because Waters thread was bait? Because he said that he wants to die and is still alive? Shiro is also still alive, so her thread is also bait and not better than Water, or? Also is it ok to say that she should be serious next time and stop to lie.
You really cant tell me what is abhorrent or not Namie, because you do more abhorrent things than I do. I hope you realize. Think of your own actions before you come back to me.

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32 Name: Namie : 2018-01-14 01:54 ID:EdJ0pfmp [Del]

>you do more abhorrent things than I do
Not really sweetie. Even after Shiro explained everything you decided to superficially judge her choice in friends, morally grandstand, and while about 'muh persecution' effectively ensuring that the thread would continue to get derailed further. Then you tell her to kill herself just because she didn't give you an answer you liked. That all sounds like pretty abhorrent behaviour to me.

Not only that but your supposedly to be a "genuine" user, someone who buys into this "make world a better place" thing. As for me, I'm fairly certain that anyone who frequents this board knows that I'm both a shitposting troll and just a bit of a bitch in general. In fact, they likely don't even bother to read my posts. Therefore any negative comments by you are likely to be taken far more seriously by someone than me writing some dumb shitposting that's full ofcrying-laughing emojis.

33 Name: Sid!MYwXno9Hgc : 2018-01-15 02:08 ID:xNwoG9ME [Del]

I would suggest writing a journal to find out what's causing your depression.

I wished I could sleep forever, since I likes my dreams better than reality. I could lucid dream too which added to it.

34 Name: Sid!MYwXno9Hgc : 2018-01-15 02:23 ID:xNwoG9ME [Del]

*Liked not likes, stupid autocorrect

35 Name: Jo : 2018-01-15 23:06 ID:rvr1Ol7Y [Del]

>>1
>>15
so a lot of unrelated stuff happened but hey, this is the internet people! So firstly, pen, that wasnt cliche it was profound and secondly, Shiro listen. Im not going to tell you to be happy or believe or some crap, but i will say this: if you find yourself tired/depressed and you DONT WANT to be tired/depressed, go do something. Eat, call someone, google random crap on the internet, whatever. It may not change your mood/ life, but it seems like a good alternative to just moping.(no offense)

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