Just take it one day at a time. Take things easy. Relax do some things you like and get a grip and get in the mindsiset to figure out how you wanna live.
Don't live your life normally, it's a mistake. Normal life means boring life. Are you really interested in living a boring life? No adventures, no gang wars, no drugs, no bank robbery... Believe me, you don't want to spend your whole life like all those pathetic mainstream faggots on twitter, reddit, instagram just begging for likes.
all these opinons are not bad but. The way to live life? There is no right or wrong way, its depends on what you want in life. Something to yearn for, something worth fighting, something, anyhting, small or big. To live is to want. Never stop wanting. If you dont know what you want, then just keep walking, breathing,struggling. Whatever it takes to stay alive, just be alive, everyday may feel like hell and nothings seems good in life but keep moving forward. Take from the world or have the world walk over you! Live strong, eat strong, train strong!