I have a guy friend who is quite handsome and smart,he cares for me alot last year he cared for me alot and i was hes first piority in everything but we werent tgt,it has crossed my mind many times that i like him but i nvr admitted it.Hes ego is extremely high,he cried when he didnt get an A* in maths and biology which he actually got an A on all hes subjects.I see him as a bestfren so as him until this year around march he stopped,he started caring lesser for me but i never thought of it and continued to care as much as i used to.It was to the point he started ignoring me at school but we still talk everyday in chat but he all hes replies are short and doesnt seem to care at all.Recently,we went to a waterpark with my bestfren and him.There were 4 girls and 2 guys and he was one of them.When i was walking behind of him with my guyfreind while the others was infront they all surrounded him.That was the time i saw how i looked like around him,a whore.He looked like some rich kid who has girls all over him.He hates people who correct him or disagree or is better than him.When he cant accept the fact he scolds the person.After the waterpark day,i have noticed my bestfriend and him has been closer and i do not know why but it hurts me,he always care for my bestfriend,talk to her first,make contact to her first instead of me,he used to do that to me but he stopped.I dont know how to deal with this,it hurts but i love my bestfriend.What do i have to do,i loveh him and care for him but he doesnt do the same.What can i do? I cry everyday thinking what do i have to do to make him happy,what to do to go back like the old days when he still cared for me.Whats worst is he cares for my bestfriend more than me.Everyday i think about it and i just want to kill myself.Is it because i am not pretty enough,does my personality and hes not mix so we cant be friends?I DONT UNDERSTAND,can i just die.I dont like this world,its killing me.

Sounds like a bit of a twat, you'd probably be better off without him.

perhaps the guy liked you back in the day but never found the courage to say anything therefor he accepted his so called"fate" and moved on but that had an effect on your relationship with him right now he is probably moved on from those feelings...But if you want a tip here is one you can surpass your fears and talk to him about why is he ignoring you depending on the way the convo goes you can reveal that you love him if you saw choose... if you dont feel sure or would like some other way around it here is an email of mine:kanyachan.dollars@gmail.com