I dated someone a month before they moved far away. We both agreed to just keep it casual but exclusive and in the time we dated I realized he was exactly what I've always looked for. I had given up on finding love like that until he came around. I still miss him like crazy but he lives across the damn country and we hardly talk anymore. It's been 11 months and I still have a terrible ache in my chest.

I really hope it gets better for you,even if things seem to be going awry remember that good things randomly show up at the oddest of times as well.