I haven't gone through any trauma (or at least know of any trauma that I have been through) but, after looking through the DMS-5 I realized that I have inhabited PTSD in the past as well as acute stress disorder. Lately, I have been feeling really depressed and disappointed in my life. I want to get therapy sessions but I neither the time or the financing to do it. My parents wouldn't approve of it either. They believe I have no need for things like these because "I'm not crazy." I want help but no one to turn to. I sometimes experience symptoms of said disorders and forcefully change my habits to hide them. I keep changing my emotions and action to a point I don't even know what my real laugh sounds like. I need help...

Self diagnosis is dangerous, don't jump to any conclusions until you've consulted a psychologist. A legitimate diagnosis should also hopefully convince your parents.

I'm too scared to tell anyone about this. I feel like everyone wants me to pity myself but that isn't true. I have no idea how to tell anyone about this...

No that I believe a word said on here, but... What you’re saying is that when you’re angry or feeling down, you thought it’s best to self diagnose from looking something up on google, and explain that you have these problems which I can assure you that you do not have. Veterans, people who lost their spouse due to accidents, people who’ve gone through real trauma have PTSD, you however do not, what you have is puberty, you’re going through it and handling it in a complete moronic way, but who am I to judge?

Get over your hormones and don’t over react, but you’re a kid, that’s like asking a cat to bark now isn’t it

Kanra, that was VERY disrespectful. Please don't post like that, the Dollars are supposed to be KIND. However, I get where you're coming from. Don't diagnose yourself, and NEVER claim you have something until you're diagnosed, it's extremely disrespectful to people who are actually suffering it.

>>5 The dollars represent a fictional anime cartoon series, so they represent absolutely nothing, your kindness is on your own accord, but don’t think they represent anything as they do not exist.

Furthermore, I’m not disrespectful at all, people read everything I say on here as if I’m angry, when I’m actually not, what I’m doing is stating the truth, which can seem disrespectful at times but only because it offends people who’d like to hide things I suppose you can say, I’m calm and honest, that’s all, take it how you want it.

>>5 let me correct you friend...The dollars dont have rules that say you should be kind its roughly a thread for people to post on and >>4 i do agree that the kid is just going through puberty and actually manages it quite pityfully i will agree with kanra this kid has no issues he is roughly unsure on where he fits and he think that he has to reconsider his choices...

>>6
*tips fedora*

>>8 I don’t know who you are, but I really don’t like you

>>9 Nobody actually cares who you really like or dislike here, as well as nobody actually cares about your desperate attempts to troll. In summary: nobody cares for you, bitch. So could you please do us a favor and STFU? You are not as special as you want to be. Only because you can quote Izaya Orihara correctly, it does not mean that you understand anything of the human psyche. The only thing you and Orihara have in common is that you both are a piece of trash. And we really dont need trash here. This is a community and not a trash dump. If you have any mental problems, then go visit a psychologist, but dont try to make others feel bad, only because you are not satisfied with your own disgraceful life. Thank you very much.

Have a wonderful day

>>8 And for you, if you want to troll, try harder. If you dont want to troll, make it obvious. Decide on whose side you are. You are irritating. Thank you very much.

>>9 Stop you, you're making me blush.


>>10 Thanks for the advice boss.

People always want to believe there better then someone else ween they Can't put people down in rl the turn to the message bords welcome to THE NHK

owo wats dis? a bitch fight?

>>9 i dont like you, bc you are a tryhard.

>>10 i dont like you either, bc you are also a tryhard.

>>12 i like fedoras. maybe i should like you. but dont become a tryhard. the dollars is already a bs community.

>>10 I got through like maybe a line and a half of your comments and had never felt so much pity for someone, it’s a real sad day when someone had the vocabulary and argumentative skills of a angry pubescent 12 year old boy. As for the rest of your misguided anger, I can truly say from the bottom of my heart, that I couldn’t give any more shits. I don’t claim to have the same mental illnesses as yourself, so it’s best for you not to assume that, nor do I wish to be izaya, wishing to be someone else than yourself is truly pathetic, a trait I’m sure you are fairly familiar with, I simply state the obvious truths on here, whether or not people want to agree with them. And as for nobody caring or whatever the hell you were going on with, that may or may not be true, but ironically enough, I don’t care about your opinion on the matter, or even the cold hard facts on the matter, cause see I’m not a person derived on how others feel about me, in all actuality that’s your feelings, being projected, see we can’t know others insecurities, but we know our own, so we project them, or most do anyway. So enjoy feeling insecure about whether or not people care for you or not, either way, doesn’t affect me. You’re welcome. (Reply or don’t reply to this, either way you’re a child for cowering away or you’ll prove my point by saying something angry and moronic, the choice is yours)

Have fun (* ^ ω ^)

>>14 I'm certainly 100% a try hard, down to the core.

>>15 You're so cute when you're verbose.

“Writing essays like”

>>17 hahaha yes, yes, like they dont know what to say and then they use lots of words to confuse us that we dont realize.

>>19 It seriously can’t be that hard to confuse you, also it’s better than using the minimum amount of words and sounding like a moron such as yourself, for example: “like they dont know what to say and then they use lots of words to confuse us that we dont realize.”

im from pakistan bitch, dont discrimminate me!

>>19
>>20
>>21
This exchange is magnifique.

I feel like it’s a little too late for that now isn’t it? Or are you offended? That’s hilarious, an offended Pakistani, I feel like all you have to do to complete this joke is to walk into a bar. Do you get that reference? Cause I really don’t care if you do

you are racist? making jokes about pakistani? you are the worst! i thought you are only low but no you are the worst! not only you discrimminate me bc i cant speak english you also discrimminate me bc im from pakistan? i will report you bitch and than we will see what essay you will write than to the admin. if you can confuse him with your nice english words or not.

Hey I have nothing against Pakistan and their warped government, their lack of human rights, their lack of religious freedom, none of it, i rag on my own country more than I ever have yours, and I really don’t dislike Pakistan, just you, like I said nothing against the country itself. Hey you can always DISCRIMINATE me for not knowing Chinese, I don’t care, stop being so offfended. But go ahead and report me to this nonexistent “admin” who by the way won’t do anything, even if he could read your very poor English.

@Namie I know you’re getting a kick out of this 😂😂

yeah you are so like a american chick always know everything better. we are not discrimminating you bc of your country. no but bc of religion and bc we are stupid. kk. your so nice in your country. you rag on your country? than move away from there maybe this will stop your stress and you dont need to be an asshat in the internet anymore to deal with your stress. you feel better when you troll us right? do you feel superior now? when you talk to me like that? yea?
your really the lowest kind of human being ive ever seen on this website. fist you diss poor people who need help and now you diss me bc im from pakistan.
the admin will understand my english, bitch, i have wrote him some emails before and he banns ppl. i know it for sure.

>>22 That's why I told you that the best position is "on the fence" haha

Ok, I need you to understand this for a fact, I do not dislike you because of Pakistan, I literally have nothing against Pakistan, but hey don’t get yourself worked up, it’s just the internet, it’s only as important as you are (which isn’t important at all) but see I love my country, but some criticism is never bad, a fact you haven’t learned. And stop confusing me with a troll, I’m just a person on the internet who says things that you personally don’t like, it might be because you’re from Pakistan, it might not, the world will never know.

But in all honesty I can’t tell if you’re being sincere or not, because it is so incredibly hard to understand you, like this could all just be you being really bad at sarcasm, who knows?

>30 I'm very well seated on my fence right now, no chafing.

>>30 ayyyyy chronos, it’s been awhile, where’ve you been? I’ve had to mess with all these people alone, it’s no fun

Wait how the fuck am I discriminating? I’m treating the Pakistani like everyone else

“Oh no kanra, I can’t believe you’d be mean to a guy from Pakistan!”
Well you could through a dart at a map and I’d be mean to that person, I don’t discriminate, I’m just an ass to everyone.

>>32 (^_^)v
I'm bringing some cookies lol

>>33 Ayyyy Kanra, just being busy on random lol
But you're doing quite well here with our "favourite faggot" Maimai haha

>>35 I cannot believe you just said you have a favorite faggot, like they’re all the same to me, and you’ve talked to this person before? Is it always this annoying?

>>35 Very sweet of you, the love in this thread is real, Dollars community spirit.

>>36 Yeah. She's trying to troll us for some weeks now lol

>>37 Absolutely haha

oh you are even worse than i thought bc you think you can threat us like trash bc its the internet? but ppl have feelings also in the internet. oh yea you are so relly american and know how to debate. and you love your country? than you should maybe find a bf or gf bc you have stress bc you dont have enough sex.
you are treating me bad bc i cant speak english! this is racism!

chronos, dont open your mouth. im sick of you! of you and your friends! you are always bullying us!

Seriously you all are being so inconsiderate, if you don’t like something leave it alone, don’t get some kid all riled up, it’s bothersome to see, just comment nice things when you can, cause that’s what matters at the end of the day

>>39 Good joke, idiot.
We're rather sick of you impersonating us.
And everything just because your friend Water got bullied.

>>40 Nothing matters at the end of the day, idiot.

>>39
>you dont have enough sex.

10/10

>>40
>just comment nice things when you can
Did you not see Chronos offer to bring me some cookies? This threat is full of positivity.

>>40 Perfect timing, seriously, I say some harsh stuff on here, but seriously, you just know how to join into these things

>>39 you know what, you’re right, 100% ...
Your mom hasn’t been putting out recently so my sex has gone way down, I tried going to your dad, but still not enough, no sex for me. It’s not racist to make fun of YOU it is however racist to want enslavemnt of your country, which I don’t, know the difference. Stop hurting yourself over bull crap you see on the internet.

>This threat is full of positivity.
Whoops Freudian slip.

>>42 everytine you say idiot, I hear it like how Michael Scott says it 😂😂😂

>>43 Exactly. I'm offering cookies.
But I only have cookies for Namie and Kanra, since Anon is an idiot.

>>47 you’re right I am an idiot, but I’m just trying to spread kindness wherever I can.

I want a cookie

>>48

>>48 You can't plant kindness, where only hate can grow.

>>49 *offers cookies for Kanra*

i was trying to be nice and to safe the poor ppl here from a troll. i am not the bad girl here. i want the dollars to be a better community this is why i fight for the dollars. you are only trolling us chronos and your friends too. kanra, namie and everybody who is your friend you are all the same and you have no respect for us.

we should be more nice here. i agree! dont disrespect us anymore!

@Kanra you are a pain in my ass. one day somebody will pay back what you do!

>>51 Yeah, maybe, but you can try.

>>52 Oh trust me honey, that toll is already being paid, but thanks for the threat anyways, now go back to whatever you were doing earlier cause you’re walking in circles here, and it’s painfully ovvious you have no argument left.

>>53 Try and fail. Try harder, fail harder.
At the end of the day nothing matters - why bothering?

>>52 Maimai, just shut the fuck up, your making yourself look like an idiot.
The only person who's obviously trolling here is you.

>>52
> i am not the bad G.I.R.L here
Fixed it for you.

i have argments. i want you to stop this rude behavior. all of you. chronos and kanra and namie and everybody!

you think you are very funny right namie. but you are new to the community you know nothing about the dollars. the dollars is not the funny peaceful place you think it is! the members here are bad.

>>55 I guess, but I’m still gonna try, I just wish I was lucky like you, you always know how to make people laugh

>>59 Sometimes it's rather useful to know how to make people cry lol

>>57 No you don't have arguments, you're just trying to change the subject to "discrimination of Dollars members".
In my opinion this conversation is over.

>>58
>you think you are very funny right namie.
Well I was voted funniest student in class during school...

>>61 Cool. We need more funny members.
The Dollars got kinda serious, since VISION was banned.

>>60 well everyone has their talents, but I’m not going to let my happiness be affected by how smart you think I am, I’m gonna be happy even if you hate my guts, and I’m always gonna be nice to you ;)

>>62 I'm so sad that I missed Vision's doomsaying.

Sorry, I hope that didn’t come off as creepy, sorry if it did, just tryna be nice

>>63 I probably know who you are lol

>>64 You missed it? Too bad.
It was really hilarious haha

>>66 you must have me confused with someone else, no worries tho

>>66 Unfortunately he was banned the day I started posting I believe. I've enjoyed reading the aftermath in long running threads, his dedication was very admirable.

>>67 Hm. We'll see that.

>>68 I see. That's a real pity.
I hope we'll find a funny way to deal with SMD though.
He started posting poems on Literature.

>>69 I guess so haha

>69 I just read his two poems, this was the image that kept popping into my mind.

Ok I fell asleep for a bit, who started posting what on what? I missed something

>>70 However. Spread your positivity.

>>71 lol

>>72 Maimai vanished.
You missed nothing at all.

>>73 Yeah so missed something! You just indorsed SPREADING POSITIVITY! What!? Lol

But mai mai left? Did she realize that nobody had a problem with her until she started speaking random ass shit? Or is she still a moron? And oh SMD’s poems are so beautiful, the next Emily Dickinson if you will

>>74 Sure. If no one spreads positivity and everyone commits suicide in this cruel world, there's no one left to troll lol

She's always like that: First picking up fights and then, after she has lost the fight, she's complaining on main about the rude members here.
He is Emily Dickinson reincarnated, sadly with some damage of the brain haha

Ohhh I getcha

And she seems like the type tbh, I think she’s actually just a hardcore troll
And SMD definitely has some brain damage, but who am I to judge

>>76 Yeah... troll... sadly without any skills lol

Oh and you trolls think you have more skills than Maimai? You are lucky that Maimai was an idiot, because if she would have had better arguments, you both had lost against her. But it is really hilarious that you all posted in a thread with he title 'I think I need psychological help', because all of you actually need psychological help.

Good luck with your trolling Kanra and Chronos

>>78
*autistic screeching intensifies*

>>79 Fuck off back to /b/ fag
>>78 Fuck off back to tumblr fag
>>76 Fuck off back to twitter. IT IS >>(number) not @suckmydick
>>77 ;) ;) ;)

I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE I SLEPT THROUGH THIS. If we had a faster moving admin this thread would of been deleted already :D

>>80 Reltair checks his email roughly twice a day. Typically morning and night.

Why would he delete the thread anyway? The OP did nothing malicious. If anything, he'd remove specific responses (after being reported) if they were spammy or used hate speech.

This complete derailment of a thread by petty arguments unrelated to the topic is far from being Reltair's problem.

>>80 Twitter is no fun cause if they get offended they just block you, there’s no winning there

>>78 If you feel like you need psychological help, then go to a therapist

I just wanted some advice why is everyone fighting?

>>83 Cause we all hate each other and don’t know how to deal.

honest opinion, don’t self diagnose, talk to someone you trust about your problems, and be active in your community, that’s what helps you, obviously this bbs does not. (Still better than 4chan tho)

>>85 I have tended to be very introverted about my problems so I guess not being socially active has been getting to me. Thank you, though. I really appreciate the advice.

>>83 Ah sorry, I didn't even read your issue lol
But yeah, just keep on and remember: The world isn't as bad as you think.

>>87 Do you really think that it is necessary to write a comment when you didn't even read the post? You don't help Anonymous with your shit reply.

>>88 It seemed alright to me. How can he do a better reply to help a non traumatized person who claims to be. PTSD is a lot more severe than being depressed or having mood swings. I haven't experienced it, but heard stories of people freezing up or waking with cold sweats constantly thinking they are back in a traumatic experience.

Depression can arise from reliving the traumatic experience, but depression and mood swings isn't a true diagnosis for PTSD.

For OP's possible problem, writing can help. I wrote a lot to find out the cause of my depression, which stemmed from my abuse as a kid.

The book you read probably was to include symptoms that aren't the basic ones. It's the equivalent of reading circuit schematics for an electrical engineer, the basics are omitted. Another example would be a math book, i read tensor books that ommited the definition of a kronecker delta, algebra, trig, geometry, and calculus.

>>88
Nice job also not helping OP at all with your whiny post.

>>1 I don't know if this is a smart idea but: 'But if along the way you act like someone you're not, pretty soon that's who you become'. Honestly, I think you're going through something that many people have gone through already. I don't think self-diagnosis is a good idea...at all. However if you really are worried then it's probably best to get checked by a professional. I know it's hard to tell people but it's that or nothing.

As for everyone else.
>>85 >>87 >>89 >>2 >>4 Good job for actually contributing to the OP.

Everything else has absolutely nothing to do with the OP anymore. It's been made clear that everyone has different opinions, shut up and move on. Yes, some people may sound harsh and disrespectful. Yes, some people may act with a stupidity and idiocy that is borderline unbelievable. But those harsh people are being honest and those 'stupid' people are simply voicing their opinion. If you can't accept either of that, just get the fact that you have different points of view. So just stop, and don't contribute unless you have something to say to the OP.

I know this is kind of late, but it's okay. Sometimes we feel really horrible and don't know why, so we try to find an answer. Whatever it's called, if you're suffering, you can try to seek help. If you have a school counselor, social worker, or psychologist, they can help you. If not, there are live therapeutic chats like SoulMedicCentral that can help you. Hang in there.