>>1 All relationships will have fights apparently. So deal with it, whatever it is. Because look, most partner's primary goal is to love and stay with the other right? So it doesnt matter what, just make some sacrifices for the sake of the relationship. Of course, make sensible decisions and judge for yourself.
Anyways, its normal for you to feel alone. But try to change that mindset, because look, you have friends. So if things arent working out, please get indulge in other social activities etc. This is to avoid you from being overall depressed.
I hope things get better for you.