So um hi. I joined the dollars for almost several months now and I think they are awesome! So I hope so of you can help me a little bit. There are voices inside my head. We all have them. But everyday for me they will tell me things. Sometimes it might be to destroy someone to the point of no return. I am trying to fight that. To be kind. To be a dollars. But days I sometimes feel heartless. Like I am nothing. I can make life hell for people, and that is fun for me. I don't want to be that way but it gets hard sometimes. I just don't want to be hurt anymore. So I created this monster. I do t want to hurt anyone. I think I am just being stupid and selfish but I sometimes I feel like that side of me could scare demons. Maybe I am an idiot. Sorry to ask this.

Okay. That sounds like extremely dangerous mental illness. You are yourself, go get help as soon as possible please.

I'm not supposed to diagnose you, but honestly it sounds like a personality disorder. Schizophrenia is my first thought but it could be MPD and BPD. Either way, all of those aren't healthy so please, go get help.
https://www.mind.org.uk/information-support/types-of-mental-health-problems/schizophrenia/?gclid=CjwKCAjwjozPBRAqEiwA6xTOYErk8WsGvH1ZW7zev7oZDX82v4Nr_qMybByZ5GglqNU8oc_nG1ObQxoCNDYQAvD_BwE#.WeNL-1tSw1I

Yeah i have to agree with Mi-san. You could have a mental illness in fact u probably do. But its nothing to be ashamed of and its not stupid. Ask ppl what their impression of u is and its ok to be open and share this with ppl close to u. Ask ur doctor about this and see if u can get diagnosed. Don't be afraid. And remember u also have the dollars' support! Best of luck ;)

Thank you. That means a lot. That side of me is quieting down. So I am not as heartless as I was before. I am also learning to control her. I don't think it is an illness but you never know. Thank you dollars