I always feel misplaced and as if I would annoy everybody. Even in front of my close friends who are really nice I feel embarrassed and as if everything I say would be only stupid. Nobody says that I'm stupid, but I feel it. I don't know how to change this. I must push up my self esteem but I don't know how. The problem is that my worries and my fear of getting bullied is at least the reason why i get bullied. I'm acting strange because I'm afraid of acting strange. I don't know if anybody could understand how I feel, but if anybody does or knows a way how I could become more self confident please tell me!
I really feel bad.

SUCK MY DICK BITCH! SUCK IT TILL MY HOT SEMEN FILLS YA MOUTH!

>>2 This is exactly what I needed. Thank you very much for these nice words.

The best thing to do, in my opinion, is to try and stop feeling afraid of acting strange, because "acting strange" for you is actually you being yourself. If your friends are your true friends, then they'll just love you more. If they aren't, they don't deserve you and you don't deserve to waste your time on them.

Oh and by the way, don't listen to trolls. ;)

>>4 don't worry, she is using sarcasm

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Don't worry soon Amagedon shalt come and all worthles humans shalt dye as sacrificse to the new wordl. Amagedon is near!

you are retarded and nobody will ever like you. kill yourself and your problem will be solved bitch.

I don't get why everyone on this thread is such a dick to >>1.

>>1 is a bitch. She thinks she's better because she's friends with the cool people here. But she's nothing without them and now she had a cute little fight with one of them and she comes here to cry. Poor little thing. She's so pathetic she really should kill herself nobody wants to be friends with such a disgusting person!

Try joining a martial arts class for awhile, they usually help with self esteem and confidence building.

It's better not to worry about how you're acting, just relax and talk when you feel the need to, don't force yourself.

You're over analysing yourself and being super critical, give yourself a break.

>>10
Me the same

>>12 Do you mean that you think that you are better or that you want to kill yourself Chrome?

>>1 Maybe you have the wrong friends? When I'm together with the wrong people I also feel misplaced because I don't know what to say.

>>10 I would. 🖤

Kyouka my friend, you just baited these troller

I would really like to troll you, potato, just because your thread is so stupid... but I don't do it ^^

First of all the problem is you and not the others. Only when you think that you're acting strange, it doesn't mean that others think so too. Keep that in mind and you'll find yourself acting less strange.
Furthermore some people could think that it's cute when you say stupid things, you know? I made fun of you, still I actually like you. You're taking things too seriously, potato.
I know nothing about your offline life, though I saw you in the RTT. Sure your conspiracy theories and all the ships were a bit annoying, still I don't think that Pieface actually wanted to kick you out, it's just hard to interact with you if nobody knows what kind of person you actually are.
Try to act more openly - online and offline - and people will begin to understand you better. Probably even understand why you act the way you do.
For example: When you asked stupid questions like "What is a white knight" or other internet slang related questions, I thought "Why the hell doesn't potato search for these words herself?!".
Now I know that your parents are strict and they take away your phone and that you don't have an own computer. So you don't have much internet access. This information changes my impression of you, you know?
Come on, stop crying, potato, and fuck the trolls here! Xp

She must be a sweet potato, then. :P 💖

You have a possibly mild form of depression mixed with insecurity issues, such as self loathing, all I can tell you is that you’re not suffering, you’re not killing other humans so you can get food that day, you’re not dying from an infection or dehydration, so stop trying to make people feel for you because “I don’t feel right and I’m not shown enough love, or you just don’t feel loved and you’re stupid” your entitlement is annoying, and you are in fact stupid trying to make people feel for you feeling inadequate to others.
May sound like a parent, but count your blessings, people are worrying about having everyday necessities while you’re worried that people who like you don’t like you.

>>4 Thanks. I think that you are right. True friends should accept me like I am. :)

>>7 Can you say your god that he should kill my maths teacher first, please? And please before next week! I don't want to do that maths test!

>>8 Maimai, Water missed you. You should go visit him in the chats!

>>10 I bet we have something in common then!

>>11 Material Arts is a good idea! :)

>>16 I did, Firion. But I think that trolls also need something to do so it's okay when they troll me. Trolls are just bored with their life and I think they thank me for my silly thread here.

>>17 My thread is stupid yes? I know that I am the problem this is why I asked here, idiot! But thanks that you don't troll me, but I think you just don't do it because all the others did it already.I think that you are right in the point that I have to be myself without worries. I'm gonna fuck the trolls, Chronos, believe me!

>>18 Water, really... I start liking you! :D

>>19 Hmm... I think you are right. Is it better to shoot myself or all the others I don't like? Hm. Maybe I should shoot the others. Has anybody a gun?

K, next round trolling please!!!!

Wow, I bet your knees hurt from jumping to all those conclusions. No I’m not necessarily trolling you, I’m stating the fact that you’re entitled “oh no I feel bad” isn’t anything compared to people, children, starving. You’re problems are made up in your head so you can get attention, grow up and be mature about things, not all people are going to feel accepted 24/7 so why do you think you should be? I state the fact that there are people starving and killing cause THOSE ARE PROBLEMS, not the depression you’re feeling.

And if your friends said they didn’t like you then that’s one thing, but they haven’t, as you said, so they do, so you can truly get over yourself.

>>20 :P message me anytime, girl.

>>21 You misunderstood me. I don't want the others to like me. I'm really okay with being an otaku because I don't like parties and loud people. I want to push up my self esteem that I don't feel like a wallflower in front of the cool chicks in my class. I don't want them to like me. I don't like them too. But I have so less confidence that I even don't feel comfortable in front of my friends even when they are nice friends and they don't think that I am stupid but I feel stupid in front of them. This is what I want to change. I want to change my mental weakness into strength to feel better. I don't care if the others like me more or not. I want to do it for me that I stop worries. But you are really right that my problem is no real problem. But then nobody here has a real problem and everybody is only egoistic and wants attention. Is this the reason why you are trolling us?

>>22 I don't like you so much Water. Just more than before. :P

Honestly, everything you say is so stupid, I have no words for your stupidity. You dont just think that you are stupid, no, you literally are stupid! Do you read your post once more before you press the reply button? I guess you dont, because if you did you would realize that everything you wrote is simply nonsense. And stop being a tryhard! You cant beat the trolls with your stupidity. Youre making an idiot out of yourself when you write pathetic things like this. Though I guess it cant be helped anymore, I would recommend professional help, you definitely have some mental issues and should get your head checked. Nobody with an IQ over 20 would create such a pathetic thread like you just did. I cant believe that I honestly wasted my time to read all this bs. If you want to do the world and the human race a favor, then search a huge tree and hang yourself, your entire existence is a burden for everyone involved with you, bitch.

>>25 I feel like you’re projecting here. Like you’re hating so hard on her, where did this come from, who hurt you? Do you get annoyed that easy? Did she offend you somehow? So many unanswered questions, tsk tsk tsk.
I think you should take some of your own advice... oh I didn’t mean hanging I meant mental help, but whatever works for you I guess, just don’t do anything on account of me ;)

As for >>1 granted your post is fairly stupid, and counter intuitive to say the least, but regardless, don’t listen to >>25 hate, she doesn’t even know how to properly mock someone, but she tried, so instead of being sad or angry or any other emotion you may feel from her, just instead pity her, for she truly does not know. Enjoy your day, and stop caring about what people in school think of you when they won’t even remember you on 5-10 years.

>>26 Projecting? I dont need to project anything! >>1 is so stupid that you can sense it from North Pole to South Pole. In >>1 she says that she feels so bad, in >>20 she tries to leave a cocky impression by giving fake-funny statements to everyone who dissed her and in >>23 she says that she only wants to become stronger because she is sooo weak, but talks to >>20 in a cheeky manner. Would a weak girl do this? No! Does this make any sense? No! Does this sound like a girl that feels soo bad right now and needs mental support? No! Honestly, >>1 is a bitch seeking for attention and nothing else.
Oh and I dont want to upset the wannabe weak bitch in >>1, I just want to make clear that not everybody is stupid enough to believe her lies. Or why do you think other people trolled her?

I feel sorry for you Kyouka mah friend, my experience on life is just not enough to help you even a little bit. But one thing I know is "There is a time when you're higher than the sky and there's also a time when you're lower than the ground". a quote from someone I know

While I know that you most likely have solved the problem with all the other people who attempted to help, and hopefully ignoring the trolls who attempt to hurt you because they were hurt in the past and decided that instead of ignoring their own hurt, wanting to hurt others is better.

But if you feel the way you do, then I perfectly understand you. I used to feel exactly the same way. I'd never be able to say whats on my mind because I think it would sound like I'm stupid. I would be bullied because I tried everything I could not to get bullied. I acted different because I was too afraid to act different to everyone else.

Then I realised something very important that changed the way I see the world, and the way I interact with the world. It took me a while to get used to it, and change into it, but now I'm like I am it's helped me out more times than I can think of.

Your lack of self confidence is not something that you need to worry about. You can build that up over time, if you choose. But I still have no confidence in myself. I just realised something important. It doesn't matter what others think of me. What matters is what I think of me. Someone else can hate on me, call me an asshole, call me an idiot, tell me to kill myself, but in the end, they are just trying to hurt me because I am different to them. So I changed that different into DIFFERENT. I no longer tried to conform to everyone else and fit in, I just let myself go, and let myself be myself I didn't put on a mask to conform, I didn't dress how they wanted me to, I dressed how I wanted to. Your friends, if they truly are your friends, will stick with you, because they will understand you. They will understand the pressure you are dealing with at the moment, and even if they don't, they will accept that you are now different.

If you get bullied again, so what? Do you really care about what they say about you? They bully you because your different somehow, but if you show them that you really don't care what they think of you, they won't touch you anymore. And even if they do, you don't care.

To summarise all of that. "Don't care about what others think of you, only care about what you think of you."


And now a note for all the trolls here. Don't really read it otherwise. Not worth the time.

Ahem. You are all assholes. To put it his way, "I don't give a shit what you have been through in the past. I don't give a shit what you think you are, or what you think about others." If you are going to come onto a thread where someone is asking strangers for help and treat them like shit, you don't deserve to be a part of the community. What hurts one person doesn't hurt another. What one person finds a little hurtful may nearly kill someone else. Everyone is different. As he says, "I don't give a shit that other people are starving, I don't give a shit that children are being forced to 'kill' or starve. I don't see why I should." A person who is feeling a little sick deserves treatment just as much as a person who has had their leg chopped off. It's the price of human life. They do what they can to survive, and other people help them. Just because you think that a single person on this world is less important than a person you have never met, never will meet, or will never help, doesn't mean you have the right to treat others like shit. If you want me to retract my statement, then try to make me. Try to hurt me like you hurt others. Give it your best shot.


And now, my rant is over. Thanks for your time.