This isn't a big deal really, and I'm not expecting anyone to respond or read this but you know. Venting is suppose to be healthy right? And the Dollars, even though it's just a little hangout online, it's a rather comfortable place.

I don't know. I really don't know anything. I feel kind of fake. Like everything I'm saying is a lie. Everything I do, everything I say. It just doesn't feel right. I feel like I'm lying to the world, like this isn't me, I'm not supposed to be like this. But I also don't know who I'm suppose to be, I just feel as though who I am right now isn't right.

Is what I'm typing even the truth? I don't even know if maybe I'm writing this for attention. Maybe everything I've ever done is for attention, maybe I'm just a normal, but greedy, person who'll lie to herself and the entire world just to get noticed.

Am I really sad? Sometimes I don't even feel anything. That's normal isn't it? Should I be happy if it's normal to feel like this?

I don't know anything about myself. I picture different emotions as separate things inside my head, not as though my feelings are one thing. The one thing being me. Is that normal? I find it hard to believe that I could be different. Maybe I'm saying all of this to make myself feel better, maybe I just want to be different and I'll say whatever it takes to be that.

I... don't know. I really don't know.

It's okay not to know and it's okay to be confused.

I think trying to accept yourself would be a huge step forward, you're not fake, you're just how you are.

If you feel like you want to be different, then work on that, find something you think you should improve on, try something new.

Maybe you're too critical of yourself? Either way, you're who you are and there's nothing wrong with that.

HowDare is right, you are not fake, but I think you just start changing.
I felt the same confused way and started to hate myself as hell. I wanted to be someone different, i even had suicidal thoughts.
I think cause my mind was changing, but my behavior was not able to follow that fast.
Just give yourself time to follow and you will change, you will slowly realize who you want to be. I think that's the key.

If you don't feel so please tell me.

You just seem lonely to me. It sounds like you're not getting the support you need from the physical realm. Th digital realm will welcome and support you happily but sometimes that's just not enough. I believe the best course of action would be to tell someone close to you how you're feeling. Sometimes you just gotta come right out and say what you want. For instance "Hug me damn it!". In the digital age it's become difficult to interact with one and other in the physical realm. And people just need to be told strait up in order to understand.
Hope this helps ^-^