I haven't been on the Dollars as much because of personal problems, I want to be here more because I love this place, but I just... I can't get my head straight after what happened... and I don't want to lose someone again, my friend died... and I feel as it's my fault... so I just don't want to risk getting close to others for the fear of losing them... I need help... I know I do and I only come here for help or to my boyfriend, which I'm dating in secret from my family because I'm not allowed to date until I'm 18, so if I have any relationship problems like me and him getting in a fight I can't talk to my family about it...

Im sorry to hear about your friend. I don't know the details, but I'm sure if you open it up here, the Dollars can help.

Thank you.. and how can I open it up more?

Well from what you said.. All I can say now is calm down. I don't know what it feels like to lose a friend. But try to cherish those moments you had him him/her and stay positive. As for you problem with needing someone when you don't have your boyfriend to lean on, come to us. Thus, if you have more things to talk about, open it up here and share.

Alright, it's nice to know I have a place to go to for help, thanks