Hello, my gf just broke up with me. We were seeing each other once a month. I wanted more but we couldnt because of her school. Now she told me she needs someone who'd hug her when she's feeling bad (aka not only once a month or once a week). She is visiting a psychologist and they somehow find out that she's having her problems because of that long distance so she is going to shut it for the sake of her health. I tried to talk about it with her etc, no chance. She is 100% decided.

Anyways I'm feeling like in a deep shit. I take relationships very very seriously. I feel like I just lost my motivation and reason to everything. Like she betrayed everything I gave her and I dont think I'll be able to trust girls anymore (this is the second time and I'm too scared of happening this again) nor even love someone else because I'm still deeply in love with her...