1 Name: Aryandiani : 2017-04-19 22:12 ID:UJAC2i67 [Del]
The words of the text are as follows... Please, I don't know how to deal with this... Read them, and HELP me... Please... It's long, and poorly written considering this Copy and pasted messaging but, please read it...
Maddy:
Moo I need advice.
Me:
Bout' what?
Maddy:
I kinda like someone but I don't know how to tell them, and I don't want to ruin our friendship. Cos I think that if I tell them they'll think I'm weird and won't want to talk to me anymore. And I would honestly die if they ever left me.
*SIGHHHHH*
Me:
Wow, that was quick, and what is their personality like?
Maddy:
I would be nothing without them being at least my friend.
Hmm, there quirky, like anime, kinda pshyco, like to be lazy, like videogames, like Markiplier and web comics. I kinda just said what they like. But does that help? *CRYING AND SOOO NERVOUS*
Me:
Oh my gosh, they are your soul mate.
I'm, honestly, not the best person to go to with romance advice, but I can try.
Maddy:
Heh, yeah if only they new who I was actually talking about.
*CRYIG HARDER AND REALLY NERVOUS*
Me:
Well, if your scared of ruining your friendship with them, make it obvious that your not trying to be, well, like, weird, I suppose.
Oh, gosh, this is going to be super cringe.
Maddy:
I have a really strong feeling they dont like me that way. I don't think I could tell them. It would be really awkward. They like someone else anyway. *SIGH*
Me:
"Hey, I like you, do you--" AUGHH! I WRITE SINS, NOT TRAGEDIES!
Maddy: Heh, I can contact them?
Me:
"Hey, I know you probably like someone else, and thats fine, and i'm really nervous about telling you because i'm scared you'll think i'm weird, or something, and that may ruin our friendship that i wan't to keep intact, but-- I need to say this to make sure."
And then say your feelings?
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONFESS! IVE NEVER DONE IT!
And, uh, yeah, contact them.
Maddy:
Here it goes, Maecy I've only ever done this once before, and I got rejected we still were best friends after, but he decided to just up and leave after a while. He doesn't say hi anymore. But I wanted to say that I like you, I know you probably like someone else and you definitely probably dont like me, but you've always been there for me, and Ive known you and trust you with all my heart, I'm sorry for doing this, and I understand If you dont want to talk to me anymore but I had to tell you. Well thats all, but I hope we can still be friends and forget this ever happens.
I'm sorry moo.
Me:
No, no, no! Don't apologize! I still wan't to be friends for sure! Ive known you most of my life, and I can trust you with my problems, and I can say anything without you judging me! I can, honestly, only say that about you. And that guy who doesn't talk to you anymore is an ass. You can do SO much better, I know you can. And, no, I don't like anyone else, actually, but... I just think of you as a friend. And, even if I did like you that way, I don't really need a relation ship in my life right now, honestly. Your my closest and most trusted friend, and when I say I WON'T JUDGE YOU, for ANYTHING. I mean it. Alright?
You can confess anything to me, problems, insecurities, concerns. I will ANYWAYS be here to listen and here for you, alright?
Honestly, i'm a little hurt you think I would just up and want to stop being friends after everything we have ben through together, but I don understand your insecurities.
Ha ha, my rushed typing... So sloppy...
Mads?
I--... You alright?
...OH GOD, YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT ME WHEN YOU WERE DESCRIBING--!! Oh, gods, i'm so sorry... If only they know who I was really... Oh gods, i'm so sorry, it was so obvious, god, i'm idiot... I am so, so, sorry... I feel, terrible... I didn't mean... I'm so sorry...
Maddy:
Yeah..... *Crying* I-Im okay..... Thank you. I never thought that you would IP an leave me I.... I just dont know.... I.... *Sigh*
Me:
Hey, it's alright. I honestly, can't show through text how sorry I am.
I feel... Terrible...
Maddy:
I was just really nervous. Im so so sorry... I never thought Id like anyone for a while. Because the last person I told I could trust him and thought the world of him, he was kinda like an older brother to me but hes a year yiunger than me but whatever. I doddnt want to go trough with that again loosing someone I love and care about. He said he cared and he said that he would do anything to make me happy, he said we were best friends. Even after I told him we were still friends. But he ended up not speaking to me after a while, and I diddnt know why. But my friend that also friends with him said what he said to her, "She needs to get over herself I don't like her and I never will, she will never have a chance", I never wanted to go trough that again.
Me:
If I have any say in it you won't. Your still young, you have your whole life ahead of you, alright? Don't let one-- or even a few people get you down, no matter how hard it may seem not to.
Maddy:
I typed a thing to tell you that was really long but it just got deleted. But you never left me and probably never will, I'd NEVER want to be away from my best friend, your a billion times better than any boyfriend of girlfriend, because you CARE and LOVE me for me, and thats way better than any significant other. You would never judge me and I hope you know I would never judge you because you're better than anyone in this corrupt and shitty world. Thank you.
Me:
I'm glad i'm all of those things to you, and I am happy you know that you are as well to me. And, your right. I will never leave you. I will be here for you as long as you need me to. Honestly, the world doesn't seem so bad when your around...
Maddy:
You're the bestest friend that I would or ever Imaging having. Thank you you've always been there. I think what I was feeling wasn't LOVE, LOVE but a love and bong that only BEST FRIENDS could have. I Think I made that mistake before but again thank you.
