It feels really weird for me. I usually feel a lot more cheerful. It kind of hit me out of nowhere too.

I used to have a friend and we were very close. He really only talked to me about anime though. Eventually he stopped liking it, but I would still reach out to him to talk about shows he liked or his classes. But he would never reach out to me. Eventually I heard someone say that he thinks all I do is talk about anime. That's dumb, right!? I guess it really got to me. It makes me upset.

My other friends have been really drama-loving people too. It's annoying. I get worried on who my real friends are.

Ahhh, I'm not really looking for pity here. I'm sure others have had similar problems too. Anything you guys do to bring your mood up again?

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