hey guys I have some fantastic news, I finally decided to give in to my deeper self and I finally told them about how I felt bad for all the means things I've ever done or said to them. I also asked if they wanted the same amount of kindness that I am still giving them and they said yes, so we worked it out and now if I have little outburst with them then I have to think before i do anything mean to them. So my bullying issues are finally over. And now I can live a kind and peaceful life once again, well almost.