Okay so I have no idea how to start these kind of things so I'm just gonna get with the story

I'm relatively young, I'm 13 putting me in 7th grade. From kindergarten to 4th grade I had no friends, and got bullied like crazy. It made me really self-conscious. I finally met some people in 5th grade, I tried to become friends with them, they probably would've let me anyway but I wanted to be completely sure, so then I would lie about myself. Now two years later those people and some more are my closest friends, I've told them things I haven't told my parents, they were even the ones that showed me Durarara. I rarely lie anymore, but I wish I didn't back then.

I just want to get advice for what I should do.