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1 Name: Kufuutarou : 2017-03-31 13:03 ID:XFvxCf/N [Del]

Hi, I've been debating whether or not to post this, but I have decided to now because I feel people should know.
ive Been on the Dollars for a while now and I want to give a warning to everyone.

So if you're bored, feel free to read what happened to me yesterday.

About a year ago, I downloaded the Dollars iOS app because I was bored and wanted to make friends with the same interests as. Me. I didn't have many friends because I'm fourteen and I'm taking senior courses and I got bullied a lot. I didn't even use social media until I was thirteen and I'm still getting used to it. But now I realize even though I am book smart, I wasn't street smart.
Anyway, I was having a lot of fun and I wanted to be part of something big, and then I met someone through the app. They used a pseudonym and was really fun to talk with, and invited me to join the Dollars GroupMe. We exchanged emails and I joined only to find the person got kicked out for offending someone and being creepy. I deleted the iOS app but decided to stay in the GroupMe. I made a lot of friends in the GroupMe for the short amount of time I was there, but I eventually got kicked out because I didn't show up often enough because I had a ton of homework every day and no longer had the time to talk to everyone.
But anyway, during that short time the person found me again in a drrr chat room and they kept finding me in every single chatroom I went to. Eventually after I got kicked out of the GroupMe they stopped stalking me and I felt safe again after a couple of months of peace.
Some time ago, I went back on the Dollars and made more friends, and I met this guy on a chatroom and we exchanged emails. Looking abckC that was really stupid of me and I just got so caught up in the excitement of being part of a real Dollars. I will tell you this because it's important and I don't think it will put me in any danger, but his handle was Saeran, and we had a really good time and we had a lot of the same interests. We became really close really fast and I told him a lot about my personal life. He also showed me this app called Mystic Messenger and I started playing it.
At first I thought it was stupid because it was an otome dating sim app, but eventually I became so engrossed in it, and especially Saeran. I started to think the characters were real and the guy I was talking with reminded me so much of the MM Saeran I actually believed he was Saeran. I guess I had been so isolated for so long that I only had one thought that he would whisk me away to Paradise.
So my grades started slipping and I was the sick butt of every joke the seniors made and also my parents were really disappointed in me but in order to escape that I just played Mystic messenger and talked to Saeran.
Then Saeran actually emailed me and said he wanted to take me to Paradise two nights ago. I asked him if was a joke or not and he said he wanted to meet me somewhere. I was honestly so stupid but I agreed. I'll won't tell you where I live but he emailed me an address and I decided to hitch a ride. Where I live, it's close by the area where all the rich people live and go to for vacation. There are all sorts of people there and no one asks questions. I decided to get a ride to the place i was suppose to meet Saeran, but I didn't go in because i recognized the faces of the people in the taxi and I saw them on the local news and I got a bad feeling from the taxi. In truth, I chickened out and ran. I ran away but the taxi kept following me so I ended up going into a random building and I got really lucky because it was a luxury condo and there was a huge business party in the lobby. I didn't know what to do so I went to the roof so Incouod look over everything and try to scope out where my home was, but When I got there I just broke down crying. I want to empty out my feeling here.
I was really mad at myself for chickening out of meeting Saeran and my bad grades and my sucky terrible life and I felt like t parents went on a vacation from me, the failure. And then I though about how when I died all the seniors would say I was stupid and not a genius after all and I wanted to kill myself.
But then I remembered Saeran, and I decided to go look for him. However I was going to walk back down to the lobby but someone put a hand on my head and I almost fell over the rooftop.
And then she told me it was alright and that she was going to take me to Saeran. I asked her where he was, But she was laughing and I knew I had been tricked. She told me she was Saeran and she had known me for a year. I asked her how and didn't believe her at first but she seemed to know a lot about me and then I realized she was also the one from the iOS app. Do you know what I felt? I was so mad and scared and I felt like screaming and crying and telling her to fuck off and bring me back to my parents and give me my life back but all I could do was watch as she laughed and laughed in my face. I asked her why she was laughing and why she targeted me of all people but I already knew the answer because I had watched Durarara. She thought t was funny and she didn't think I would be stupid enough to actually meet her, And then she told me something I had known all along. She told me Saeran wasn't real and it was all part of a game and something like I was an insignificant pawn. I wanted to punch her in the face but I couldn't move. She asked me what I wanted to do next, and I couldn't tell her and all I could do was stare at her, but then she laughed and handed me a map with my house circled. And then she told me there were two ways out. I didn't even do anything and it was like a nightmare where I wanted to move and say something but I couldn't. Then the girl told me I was boring her and then she freaking jumped to the next building like it was nothing. And then she told me if I really wanted to run away from my problems I would have to jump too.
I knew if I jumped she would laugh and I didn't want to glgive her the satisfaction so I showed her the map and went back down to the lobby. My hands are shaking as I'm typing this but I'm at home right now safe and sound, but I'm not angry anymore. Im just glad I didn't die, and I'm grateful for the life I have right now. Even though I can't do anything about the seniors, I can pull my grades up and my life's perspective has changed a lot. And if the girl is reading this right now, I hope you know that you've made my life better and made me stronger. And feel free to bother me any time you want because I will just ignore you. I have made two friends at school and I want you to know that you're a terrible person and just because you probably never had any or have had a bad life experience doesn't mean you have to screw up others.

And that concludes my story.
I used to love Izaya a lot until this happened, and I have a few messages for everyone.

Be careful, first of all, and second to all the Fangirls out there: please do a reality check once in a while and people like Izaya are real and terrible people. They try to ruin people's lives and they are criminals and the real monsters. If you ever meet one, stand your ground and don't fall for their charm. And also be safe on the internet!

Also, I'm remembering the Dollars message and I feel like none of the bad stuff would have happened if I had remembered it at the time. But really and I truly mean this, the world isn't as bad as you think.

Please don't forget and remember this in times of trouble!


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3 Name: anon : 2017-03-31 14:13 ID:0bdpasdc [Del]

That's messed up I hope you're ok!

4 Name: Gaten : 2017-03-31 15:55 ID:d1vavfTQ [Del]

Man kid you need to lern way more, womans are a facination itself they use you if your weak or see your weak and struggle, otayas exist? (Hahaha lel) they called narcist selfish manipulative cunts or men who have high status money a bossy attidudr and can controll, sociopaths are mostly like that too,
MONEY, CONFIDENCE AND AGAIN MONEY ARE THE KEYS for beeing (your so called izaya irl) or a narcistic, manipulative whore

Well focus on school now,GO TRAIN good looks help immense in this society, and LATER do a business (IN THE INET BECAUSE ITS VIABLE AND EASY) if you have the knowhow of course (because work will limit your income)

Dont be the whiny bitcj again , STAND UP SHOW CPURAGE IMPROVE YOURSELF (looks because yout in school and your popular fast, and relative good grades, you will lern later that school is kinda bullshit and just make you rdy to be a slave in the system , but that aside enjoy your schooltime fuck around, treat bullys like they deserve (be the hero man no joke if your good looking väconfident and care for the weak your on the top faster then you can imagine, i know how it is being a victim but i changed, you however have time now so value it

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6 Name: 707 : 2017-03-31 19:43 ID:Wmh0uW62 [Del]

I hope you know that is really offensive. I feel bad for the poor girl but I'm happy that she's picking herself back up . But seriously, that was really stupid and she could've gotten seriously hurt!

7 Name: Kanra : 2017-03-31 20:57 ID:Ck5iyfc1 [Del]

Wow. Good story kid, no I got to hand it to you, you ripped what, the third episode of Durarara and gave it your own little twist. now I bet your life sucks so you go on the internet, tell your stories, and seek the approval of those who read it, hey, maybe it even works. I really don't care, but telling stories like yours is just too good, like I said I have to hand it to you, cause a lie like that is almost believable, well that is if it were a little bit more realistic. However, you should give more time to your studies (which you're SO good at) than telling fantasy stories on the internet, or hey, you can even go back to the "building" and jump, you can make it to the next building or fall twenty stories and land flat on the concrete, either way, I doubt anyone will care
-Kanra

8 Name: Yikes : 2017-03-31 21:05 ID:Wmh0uW62 [Del]

yikes yikes

9 Name: 707 : 2017-03-31 21:14 ID:Wmh0uW62 [Del]

Not sure if it's real or not but damn

Both of you!!!!

One of u is depressed as FUCK and the other salty as FUCK

Now I think both of you have lives that suck and feel the need to argue on the internet so I suggest playing Mystic Messenger!

I'm leaving now (don't beat me up) byebye

10 Name: Kanra : 2017-03-31 22:52 ID:Ck5iyfc1 [Del]

It is what it is, and my life is far from horrible. Now I come on this website like once or twice a month, and tell people on this forum the truth that they aren't willing to hear, that they are whinny, and truly pathetic, now let's admit that this whole story is far from true, nor anyone would care if it was, it is almost the exact same story from one of the first few episodes of the show, with a bunch of plot holes that just can't be filled. If someone feels the need to come on here to tell a lie to get people the be sympathetic with them, then I truly doubt that they really matter to anyone.

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12 Name: Libranite : 2017-04-02 05:18 ID:fhQzHjNA [Del]

Everyone on this website is just sad.

13 Name: Taro : 2017-04-02 06:44 ID:Wmh0uW62 [Del]

Agreed. Sad story, and someone starts insulting the storyteller and telling her to kill herself. And if it's fake, that's just sad as well.

14 Name: 707 : 2017-05-08 01:43 ID:JLTOQN1U [Del]

Dude, don't impersonate me. Taro I see all your IDs are the same.

15 Name: Kcorben : 2017-05-08 03:33 ID:TMm5+VOD [Del]

I like this story. Real or not it was nice that someone took the time to write it out. Yes there are plenty of holes and fantastical things in this story but it's a good piece none the less. To be honest, just because some of you are truly the pathetic ones who can't figure your own things out and so you feel a need to destroy those you come across doesn't mean you actually have to. Personally, I feel like anyone who takes the time to come into a positive environment like this and berate someone for a post like this (especially if its a false story made for entertainments sake or otherwise) is a pathetic piece of scum and I would be more than willing to scrape you off the surface of this planet. Come get some if you want to try. Kufuutarou, I support you regardless, because that is what this site is about.

16 Name: 707 : 2017-05-10 08:54 ID:fcV+pzSk [Del]

She's not going to respond because she's on hiatus from the internet for a while, but we recently videochatted and when I told her what you said she cried. I don't think she's ever had someone who really supported her, so thanks for saying this!

also, I didn't believe her at first because it did sound like a DRRR!!! episode and I wish I had more evidence to prove it, but I believe it's all real. It sounds fantastical and she told me she realizes that, but regardless of whether you believe this or not, the reason she posted this was to spread awareness, and I'm glad you can see that.

17 Name: Eclipse : 2017-05-10 09:18 ID:TxDUm512 [Del]

>>16 707 from what i have just read, yeah it does sound fictional. But so does most traumatic events. You're a good friend for believing in her.

>>1 This is a dark story to say the least. But it will eventually become a memory, as a kid who has had a lot of darkness in his life I can tell you that much. Just gotta keep using your legs ya know? Still you're absolutely correct. Be careful who you trust on the web.

18 Name: Lyxee$ : 2017-05-10 13:28 ID:GDnNrf6B [Del]

>>10 Dude... I must say I realized that too when he said about going to paradise just like that girl that was depressed in the beginning of the series xDDDDDDDDD i knew it! but as nr 15 said it is good that someone took his/her time to write this story

19 Name: Jaydon : 2017-09-27 12:47 ID:UE5hfZYu [Del]

you wrote a whole wikipedia article damn
you need 2 chill and see a doctr

lololololololololololololol

20 Name: Water The Toxic Savior!BgxF79hIoI : 2017-09-27 13:49 ID:4NMGKhtV [Del]

Ya know, awhile back. I was kicked out of GroupMe for allegedly being creepy.

21 Name: Jaydon.A : 2017-09-27 13:56 ID:YFbkpH8j [Del]

>>19 Why so many lol's?
>>20 Damn

22 Name: Water The Toxic Savior!BgxF79hIoI : 2017-09-27 14:05 ID:4NMGKhtV [Del]

Yeah the whole thing is fucked and I still get harassed about it by Dollars to this day, and that was about five years ago.