i feel like sometimes i didnt have the choice to tell you how i really felt about you. you never gave me a chance to understand what went wrong there. These feeling can never be fixed, their constantly swirling around in my head like a song you just cant get rid of until you hear it. Its like i wont be satisfied until i hear you say you never loved me to begin with, or till i can hold you again. I dont understand why this happened or whether you were faking it the whole time. I wish i could understand how you really felt you went back to your old closed door and turn everything into a joke. Its been so long ive been around yet youre still sitting there in my head in my heart like you own it. get out.