1 Name: Darathi : 2017-03-09 11:37 ID:97BNn/gb [Del]
You know that feeling when you're a teenager and you just can't do what you want even when everyone is being unfair to you? My mother, after having her third child - me - became completely crazy ( maybe because she's also getting old ). Like she doesn't even know me - she makes up my personality for herself. I'm 18 and I can't imagine she ever tried to get to know me. My sister is a perfect example because she found herself a rich boyfriend ( even thought she was skipping school and doing drugs my age... Yeah really a perfect example ). But my mother doesn't notice these things, meanwhile what I do is write or draw on my computer which she founds a stupid hobby ( even thought I want to work as an author, I just can't tell her because she won't support me in anything ). I was left alone for a week so my grandmother came to 'help' me, the 18-year-old girl who is mocked for not being able to live alone - of course this reason is also made up by my mum, whenever I want to cook something she basically bans me from it. I'm eighteen. Which means I'm an adult. So, as my grandmother came I told her not to cook anything because I'm not even eating the food in the fridge - a huuuge amount of pizza - and I will get mocked if all the food goes wrong. Guess what? When mum came home, I was mocked for 'being rude' to my grandmother. I didn't even tell her in a rude way. Plus as my boyfriend - who was also here - explained, my grandmum only said that she thought she did hurt me and went home, not that I hurt her. So my mum made up that it was my fault. Without anything to prove it. And yesterday a bunch of people were here so I only said a huge hello to everyone and today mother asked me why I didn't greet my grandmother. I told her I did and she started telling the typic brainwash things, and after getting no replies she told me not to fight with her. I just told her that she's the only one who wants to fight - of course I was the stupid one again. I just can't take her seriously anymore. But she annoys me and I want a solution of making her shut up.
The other thing is a bad relationship. I started dating a boy 10 months ago who seemed incredibly nice - which he actually is, but as he appeared to me as a cool guy, now he's ... how should I say? A little bit tooooo addicted. He's either too much or won't even listen to me - too much when there's only two of us, won't listen to me when there is someone else. Like we went to a party and guys kept hitting on me and he didn't even notice!!! But once I answered my friend on messenger when my bf was here and he became incredibly mad. Now that whenever I tell him to leave me alone he comes to my house to apologise and I just can't get rid of him.... Today I also wanted to end the whole relationship but he just kept complaining about how bad he felt and stuff and you know there's a point where you can't take them seriously... So I eventually gave him one more week to make me believe we could still work this out but I'm eventually afraid if the week goes down and nothing changes - because nothing will, it never did before - he'll even become more clingy. I'm not that strict and I can't be .
