how to cope with melancholy? Im sick and tired of this. I feel nothing at all. Everything suddenly changes. Sometimes i feel in a void. Actually i allways feel in a void but i even hide it from myself. You know, hiding the truth from yourself. I just know that i can do shit if i want. I can be a successful person. I can have a good job, i can live a life that lots of people want to. But i just dont want to. Everything feels so empty too corrupted. I cannot even express my feelings i feel like the best way is writing my thoughts but i cant even do express my feelings into them properly. I dont know what to do with my life. I had lost of dreams, lots of things ı wanted to do in my mind. But all is getting lost. Time is a killer. It kills my imagination, my dreams and my will. I just cannot even accept that i have to live a life like everyone did an does. I have to earn money i have to breed i have to die. Dont tell me that i can make somethings that i can change somethings cuz i cannot. Noone can. We just fool ourselves. I know im gonna forget my current state in a couple of days. But it will appear again. It never goes away. It ıs allways inside me. Even if i get everything i want i wont be happy. But i dont know why. I think our kind is like this. I dont know dude i really dont know. Everything was meaningfull when i was a child...

maybe you just need a change of pace, a change of scene. do you feel like you've fallen into routine? when i feel like this i usally feel a sense of being stuck. or maybe feel like you need a purpose?

I used to feel exactly the way you do, on some levels I still feel that way. I went to a therapist because I thought it was depression. The therapy didn't help and it turns out, it's deeper than that. It's soul deep, and sometimes I didn't know what to do with myself, just like you.

So, my advice to you (meaning what worked for me) is find something, anything you're passionate about and do it. It's okay if you're only passionate about it for one day, or one hour. Surround yourself with people, but not just any people. Surround yourself with people you enjoy being around. You don't have to talk to them if you don't want to. I've found that just being in the presence of someone I trust and care about relieves me of some of that soul deep sadness. Maybe change the way you think, instead of saying "I can't" say "I can" and if you can't say "I can" then say "I'll try." Don't sell yourself short bud. Listen to music, buy some calming effect essential oils/incense. Just do something that'll get your mind off your melancholy. What you have to remember though, is that you shouldn't forget it. Don't try to erase it. You have to accept it and understand it, and that's how you overcome it.

Yeah. Im kinda sick of my sister saying ,"You can fix this! You can fix EVERYTHING BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO. YOUR FUCKING I DONT WANT TOS IS KILLING US!!"
I especially don't like it when someone tells me what i can do and what I cannot.
My best piece of advice: Just be yourself. Don't let it get to you ^.^