Well I've been having a lot in my mind recently and I'm not sure what to do nor think.

First of all, I've met this great person whom I started to like very soon after we talked for the first time. The problem is, I don't know if he is serious with all of his flirting or not. I'm a little bit shy with this kind of stuff and I haven't replied to the flirting and now I'm not sure if I even should. If I start a relationship I want it to last and I'm this case it seems pretty impossible (I don't know if we are going to ever even meet). All I know is that I get super duper jealous about him and it's something very new to me.

The second thing is related to the first. I've been a little sick these past 4 years, it is sometimes better and sometimes worse. Right now I'm feeling good but I'm afraid for my mental state to worsen again. I'm wondering if I should go to see a doctor but I'm not sure if it will effect my future career plans... I haven't talked about my situation to anyone and I believe it is something I can handle (even if not that well xD). I kind of want to talk about it to the person x I like but I also know he has his own problems and I don't want to trouble/scare him away.

(Ugh that was a novel tho.) Have you had some similar experiences and how did you deal with them? I'd love if you guys could share some tips you might have on topic, it would help me a lot!

If you care about him tell him how you feel. I know you would make him happy to be liked by someone cute! Your sickness may get I the way of things, but if he truly loves you, it won't matter, he'll help you through it! Just remember that no matter what that lesson will always have your side, and then you won't be afraid anymore!