1 Name: Anniz : 2017-02-21 03:15 ID:wVo+ubM3 [Del]
i have felt pain and agony for a long time now, the only time i don´t feel it is when i´m with friends and family, but when i´m alone, i am back at it again. thoughts of self harm and suicide is all i think about. i want to cry and i know that i am a danger for myself. i tried contacting a therapist but they have not booked an appointment for me yet, i need help, soon.. but nothing seems to help, i am drowning in my own feelings and there is no escape, i can barely sleep anymore and i wish it would just stop. i don´t want to die a slow death. i want a pistol to shot myself. i want to die. to end this all. yet i don´t want †o die, i am confused. i might have some life spark left but it´s fading. and its fading fast. it´s like a ticking bomb, soon i had enough. but nobody seems to hear me out. i feel so alone. even when i´m not.
2 Name: EasternOrc !K9eVpCOYLY : 2017-02-21 04:08 ID:UtyAYi8r [Del]
Hear me my friend , you need to know that you are not alone in this life who have the same problem as you , so we all need to work together to go through this and everyone here will help you no matter what !
hurting yourself wont take the pain away but it will leave marks to remind you about how foolish you were so dont cut yourself no matter what. and suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem . so dont be fool and do dumb thing please !
i had the same thought just like you in the past but here i`m i feel better and getting better with time ,and helping the people in need like you , so you are not alone !
you think you wont smile again or you wont find a happy day or you wont have anything good no matter what , you need to know you just having a small bad time in your life and a better day is coming soon , when? , i dont know but as long you try to escape this hell you living the faster you will find happinees you looking for.
try new hobby or do a hobby you used to do drawing , running , swimming , singing , writing and so many things you can do but you just need to wash your face with water to see wake up and see things right again.
you can chat in the dollars chat rooms , join an online group , or send me a message on my email EasternDollars@gmail.com
but dont hurt yourself and dont finish yourself , your pain will go to another person and he will be hurt more than you if you did anything bad to yourself.
