Uhm, hi. I have no idea how to start this.
So... I've been feeling quite weird for a time now. Basically, I switch between feeling either really empty (almost feeling nothing), or way too many things at once, which is confusing as hell. So I have like, three ways how I feel. Nothing, really-good-and-confused, or really-bad-and-confused. (the good-and-confusing part is pretty rare tbh) The worst part is, that the bad feeling are becoming worse and worse, and also come more often.
Honestly, I'm too embarrassed to ask for help, so I thought, maybe any fellow Dollars would try to help me. What am I supposed to do?
~Noxa-chan

Hey!

First : i want to thank you for trusting us to help and that take a lot of courge to do and that really impressive to do sometimes.

second : i should ask have you start feeling like this after something happened in yourlife made you feel like this? (Bad relationship , bad friendship etc..) i personally advice maybe talking with someone you trust about your feelings and you thought and you try to explain how you feel to him/her and ask if they can help you to know what is bothering you , it doesn`t need to be 1 person to ask for help but you can ask the people you feel comfortable around.

Thank you so much for responding!
Actually, I don't even know if this weird feeling has to do with the stuff that has happened in my life recently, it started when I was still in a relationship, but it stayed even after I broke up (which was a good decision btw). Then I thought it might have to do with my confusing feelings for my best friend (I'm so gay for her omg but she has a boyfriend) but nothing changed when I confessed to her. I have tried so much to take care of these feelings but apparently I can't really do anything... meh :/

I probably can guess there some kind of needs you want in your life (love , care etc..) you maybe didn`t find it in your old relationship so your mind is trying to help you in someway or another and you don`t know , if there something you need like what i mentioned before you have to be honest with yourself and accept what you want and see if it`s something you can get or no, i do recommend doing some sports like ( running , swimming etc..) they help you to if you start to get bad feeling , reading or trying to learn/improve some skills (wrriting , reading etc..) or eat some dark chocolite (they help you to be happy).

If you still have something still bothering you i will try to reply ASAP here or through my Dollar-Email :Easterndollars@gmail.com

it takes a real man to post something like that I don't know what to say because I have felt the same way