I honestly tired from taking care of people and ask about how they doing when i don't see them for a while,i had a friend she took care of me for a while and stopped she was the first and only person to take care of this little depressed dude here...once we were close friends now i feel we are strangers and most people i know are almost a strangers for me , i cant be the only person who have this problem , right?

>>1 I know the feeling all too well, I'm there for whoever I call a friend, I seem to know when something is wrong, but no one can tell when im actually sad or depressed, but ive learned to live with this and I now treat it as a fact that that's how itll be for a while. I have hope though, so you should too. also, just ignore 2s advice

A year ago last week, I decided I was worthless and nobody would care if I died. I felt all alone, or rather, I didn't feel. I don't know how to describe it, but it was like I had gone numb. I guess I snapped from stress or something, but I started cutting and stopped eating. After a while though, I decided that I didn't care whether or not people thought I was worthless. You said that someone out there had to know what you were going through, right? Well if someone can be going through the same things as you, then it make sense that someone can accept you along with your problems, doesn't it? Just talk to someone and 9/10 times, they'll be cool with you if you're cool with them. The simple fact is, the world isn't as bad as you think. If that sounded familiar, it's because Celty 'said' it. Also, sorry if I was totally unsuccessful at helping you, but if you want good advice from people that won't judge you, try the Elder Wisdom Circle. They're an Internet website that gives free advice. They helped me a lot when I needed it. I don't have a link, but if you just type it up in Google, I'm sure it'll be the first result!

>>1 I used to be like you, but then I just started being myself and more people with similar personalities started talking to me and that helped me feel better. And now I don't feel miserable often and sometimes I forget that others are still going through that because in my case, it's been resolved. Hope this helps.