Goddamm I have so many problems, what the fuck is wrong with me? This thread is for me and other people who feel like they have problems express what they feel. I bet no one will even post on this but I'm literal trash and I don't care.

My Problems (the list is too long)
-I have an urge to underage drink
-I have literally one friend
-I bought $100 pants because I want to fit in
-I cuss like a fucking storm
-I've made so many people hate me
-My parents can't trust me because I'm a fucking piece of trash
-I have the urge to put cuts on my body which I have before. They're small. (I'm not emo)
-I can't stand people
-I cry more than the average person

God the list goes on but I can't think of anymore atm. If anyone else has these problems I'd like to at least have 1 online friend. Go me being teen trash. ❤

Also whenever I think of cutting I just hate it because I'm not emo and therapy is not for me. I don't want to be that person who goes to therapy for emotional shit. No shame to people who do go but I just don't want to.

Life is "great"! I'm such a bitch. ❤

You're going to be okay. Everything seems hopeless right now, and everything really, TRULY sucks.

So. Are you gonna wallow in pity, or are you going to get mad, and make some changes?

I wanna hav an online friend too. We should talk sometime.

Thanks I'd like to talk too. I'll try my best to take hold of my life but it's hard because they're aren't many people supporting me. Telling my parents isn't the best idea because therapy is not ideal. Plus the fact that I have one friend at school and three outside of it THAT I NEVER see. I guess going online really helps me find people who can give me good advice. I truly thank you for the advice, I will take it and do what I can with it. I still don't really know why I'm so down all the time. I did get bullied for many years and I guess that took a great toll on my happiness. It started a lot of problems in my life which made me the bitch I am today. Literally go me. Also I use literally way too much.

Thank you very much for the advice. I will do the best I can.❤

Your just a normal person, don't feel bad : )