(PS.my story in online group)
Okay first i don`t know if this is an real problem or not since i stopped feeling about things like angry , sad , happy etc...
why? its the outcome of what i have been through for 40 day of being super jealous and being depressed in the same time :)

how? will its simple i had feelings i shut them and reopen them again after i met an amazing girl :D , what the problem then? here its come .

this girl actully changed my life tbh she cared about me more than anyone and she is the only person who actully start the talk with me (since i always start it with people LOL) and she is just great ! i can talk about her for ages and never stop talking , but everything changed when there was a (guy) who joined the group he was like a popular guy and blah blah blah , also guess what :D lenny face + Bad jokes (without stopping when they see each other in the group) = Sad life for someone . and that someone was me.

so i have been struggling for 40 day with almost no help from anyone because im not used to ask for help , i got depressed , sadness ,pain , and many other bad feelings and rarely happiness that cant stand and face all the bad things , THIS guy actully made me feel bad and i shouldn`t hate him BUT his actions was to much on me that lead me to actully hate him so bad , i was giving hints to the girl for almost 2 weeks and so but she never picked it sadly...and things started to feel bad for me that i actully got depressed (Yay i believe) and when i asked a friend if i should tell that girl about how i feel she told : Not to do that , and i really should have listened to her , i told that girl i like her = she didnt like me = we still friends (so i guess thats good) and it took me a while to move on and decided to shut down my feelings forever that lead to not feel anything anymore . also i lost many things because my brain is portecting itself so i start to forget things more often and dont know how to talk normally and other things.

if anyone can help even by the smallest things i wont say no for a free advice i can learn something new or remember something i forgot.

Also i want to thank anyone who finished the long bored story and im sorry for my mistakes in english

i will talk more to anyone interested on the dollars email
Just post your email and i will talk with you.

Helo dead guy. It sounds like you are suffering but their is something more. I can feel it. Pleas explain more about how you feel. And remember life is too short to die now becouse someone broke your heart. Closeing your heart wont get you what you need, Haveing it open may even give you what you want. Love SS

>>2 Hey Sara :D

yeah life is too short tbh and thats sucks, and i dont know if i should reopen it again xD because i lived in hell i couldn`t handle so i prefer keeping it closing and never open it unless it open by force. Easterndollars@gmail.com is my email , send me message anytime you want i reply ASAP

So I guess the only emotion that you feel would be emptiness, freaking hell just don't run away from your problems try comparing your situation of other people here, yours is a mere fly compared to them and if they can overcome it so can you. Well you can keep running because of your own weakness but eventually the emotions will keep on hunting you back. Your being stubborn rather than accepting on being human in which refusing to accept human emotions. And this whole crap about you feeling nothing seems so hypocritical
Things to do
First ask her out if she reject then just be friends
Second have a little more patience with the guy or at least say "your kinda stepping into personal boundaries pls stop"
You refuse human emotions then what are you if not human a monster, a simple excuse to run away from problems

>>4 i guess you never did feel that way huh? "compare your problems to other people's problems" well guess what, everyone has a different limits, it might be that they can hold on to a lot more than other people or some might cry by simple things. IT IS NEVER EASY AND WE KNOW THAT IT ALMOST KILLS US WHEN PEOPLE SAY THAT WE ARE OVERREACTING. WE ARE NOT. believe me or not, we are trying our best to be normal and act like one and not become overcome by our emotions but IT. GETS. DIFFICULT. everyone has their own limits so instead of trying to compare yourself to others, why not focus on becoming a better person yourself WITHOUT comparing your problems to others.

I have to say, you might think I'm joking but I think you need to get laid. You do have anger but it's not something you can express sometimes but it's there b/c obviously you're depress. You need something to help you feel good trust me. That'll help you feel something at least.

Everyone has different coping mechanism for getting through bad times. Like you, I generally respond to particularly bad moments by shutting out emotions for a while. Sometimes it lasts a few days, a few weeks, or a few months and beyond. It's a normal reaction; this particular mechanism is used to stay in control and avoid lashing out at yourself or others.

Mild memory loss is common in stressed individuals. But if the memory loss is serious, you should talk to a doctor and a therapist to discuss potential causes. Try not to worry too much if it's just little things now and again.

Some people may look at your situation and go, "It's not that serious, why are you so bothered by it," but you need to disregard them. These sorts of problems are incredibly subjective. It's normal for one person to be more affected by one thing than another; more than likely, you're better at coping with something they struggle with, too. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses.

Just do your best to hold on, and know what you're going through is something others have experienced. Relationships are hard to handle when you're young -- the best cure for them is taking time away from the situation. Distract yourself with other things that are supposed to be important to you (other friends, hobbies, school work, etc) until you're in a better place to handle romantic troubles.

Feel better ^^
/ I'm not a doctor, this isn't medical advice, don't sue me.
/ Ask for help from the adults in your life if you're still really struggling to progress after a while and aren't sure where to go. That's what they're there for.

Ya >>4 you I just learned this today in psychology class that whats hard for you is hard for you and don't let enyone say "suck it up" I have also learnd that if this continuse past 6 months, it is registard as ptsd which isn't as rare as you think. I want you all to know that feeling bad is the worst part.

>>4 Who said i`m running :o ? i have been in this for 40 day with no Experience in this situation , and i`m out of option , also if i want to copy someone and learn from him I DID NOT MET ANYONE HAD THIS PROBLEM :D , so how do you think i get through this problem ?
also you may did not had this problem before like me and i hope you don`t , and about asking her out i did ask her when this was the last "Hope" i had and i had "faith" in that but "hope" and "faith" failed me that i don`t believe in them anymore :D and no these emotions doesn`t hunt me , but why im asking this question? because i want to know did i actully lost something or not.
not much to say im friend with that girl , im not monster because i dont have emotions but i still help others like always because that makes me happy a bit.

>>5 True my friend , i actully were patient and i "hoped" that the bad jokes and lenny faces between them will stop soon but "hope" failed me MANY times :D when i needed the most in this situation , im glad that i found someone know how i felt :")

>>6 Bike ride , video games , talking with friends , homework and studying , this is what im trying to focus about , Thank you for the advice too :D.

>>7 I always avoid problems since i`m lonely person and this problem is new for me and i haven`t found an action i can do to fix this problem , i started to forget things when i start shutting my heart and feelings down so that is about two weeks ago i believe , next to i have depresson in early stages i started to see a doctor ASAP and i told him about me forgeting things but not about stop feeling ,i keep myself busy with homework , studying and playing m so i can rest a bit when i do these things .

Nope im not going to sue someone gave me free advice and many adults wont understand what im going through or may start blaming me so im okay away from problems.

If your not running why did you shut down your emotions, my understanding to it is that you shut down your emotion to not feel the depression which kinda sound like running away. If didn't get the yes well you'll have just to accept that fact and be happy to what you already have. I thought you said you shut down your feelings forever then why do you still feel emphaty and care for others, that's why I said it sounds hypocritical because it's impossible to not feel anything for a human. And I'm pretty sure you lost something but that's life it's either you gain or loss just accept it and move on

>>8 PTSD is an acronym for post-traumatic stress disorder. This isn't PTSD. EO has suffered no trauma from his original post that I saw. Please, don't degrade PTSD, and those who actually suffer from it, by applying it to situations that don't qualify. My great-grandfather saw his best friend get blown in half during WWII. He still can't talk about the war today, even after seven decades. That's PTSD.

>>9
Np glad you actually pay mind to all advices. Glad you're at least havinga main focus in your life it's a start. Just make sure it's really helping you out b/c ppl can tend to collapse to a certain period of time if the emptiness grows back from within. So please take care.