1 Name: Zion : 2016-10-28 11:48 ID:qBWF/veu [Del]
I've never really had any ambitions in life. I just did my school work for the sake of not being yelled at. It's almost time to decide what I want to do and I can't decide. My parents want me to be a doctor and I could but I don't want to. The amounts of homework have me on edge as it is and I don't think I could survive all the work there is now. My grades are slipping and my life has become a repetitive process of waking up, doing schoolwork and sleeping. I've started having panic attacks and anxiety over everyday things. I hate how everything is now and I'm scared of what'll happen after high school. It just feels like there's no point to anything anymore. I never cared about anything and I never will. What am I supposed to do with my life?
2 Name: John Smith : 2016-10-28 17:47 ID:zuM2BM43 [Del]
It's actually ver normal to feel like this around the time that you are graduating high school. It may seem like all your classmates and friends know what they are going to do after high school already, but many people are just like you and have no idea what they are going to do. I was once the same just like you XD. I think it's only normal to worry about the future as all of our futures are uncertain (unless u a time traveler, or a psychic, or something like that). You may think that you don't have passion for anything and never will, but give it some time and hopefully you'll find something you're interested in. Don't feel like you have to know what to do with your future once you graduate high school.
My suggestion would be to go to college or university, and take a variety of courses. See which ones you dislike and which ones you dislike less XD. Try to look at what clubs are around. Take your time discovering what you care about and what you are passionate about. As I said earlier, it's very normal for people to take a year or two or maybe even more to find something they enjoy doing.
My greatest advice though is to follow what you want to do, not what your parents, teachers, or others may want you to do. I know it's be harder said then done as I know parents can be extremely annoying and persistent XD, but try your best to go with what you want to do.
Best of luck :^)
