Hello guys. Could you help me? Just need a little advice. As I said earlier, I'm a bit lonely when I'm at school. I have friends but we're not in the same class. We used to hang out together but as the time flies, it feel a little bit awkward. By awkward is I follow my own path and so as they. Then what happen is we never talk at all until now. When I meet them again, I'm stand there and smile till they walk past me. No word come out. Just a smile. It also happen in my class. When my classmates talk in group, I just sit there and watch. Then, if they want to go somewhere, they ask their BFF. If their BFF don't wanna go then they ask me. Just a replacement of their friend.
I used to be cheerful. But some of them don't like it. They asked me why am I being so different. Why am I so annoying. I then decided to not being an annoying person. I become like this. A statue person. A smiling robot.
Can you guys give me an advice how to handle this situation? Just a little advice.

P/S: Sorry for the long story.

When high school started for me i had a certain group of friends. But now I'm almost half way through my senior year and I have almost an entire new set of friends. I learned to just accept that people change and that includes myself. So from what I can see is you have two options really:
1. Try and somehow get close with your old friends again. But the way you described them I personally wouldn't because I never like being someone's second choice.
2. Or you can make some new friends. It sounds hard, but its possible because I had to. My friends were changing and becoming different. So I made it a mission almost to try and fined other people that enjoyed the same things as me and it took off from there. You can start with small talk but make it about something that could lead into another conversation that you will actually care about.

sorry for this being a lot haha! Hope things work out.

Maybe you should get new feiends. You know people who can make you smile and that are always positive in high school you need people like that to get along with throughout the year and don't worry so much about "being annoying" maybe you don't need them anymore they sound negative. My father always told me that in order to live in this world you have to be open to change cx

Get new friends, those who can't accept who you are should be nowhere near you. If you surround yourself with negativity your life will reflect it. Try going around school sometime, get to know an friend whom you don't know too well. This experience is only temporary and you will find new friends and have wonderful experiences with them. Don't focus on them if they don't pay any attention to you. Hope this helps.

Thanks guys. I will try.