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Readying the razor (15)

1 Name: Addrian !8OAWN3A0Q6 : 2016-10-03 16:49 ID:nPIbBXNG [Del]

I'm sersiouly contemplating cutting myself right now. I just feel really trapped right now. Like I'm a fish being told to fly and the adults took all the water away. It scares me because I always used to try and convince people to not cut themselves. Help

2 Name: Ronin : 2016-10-03 18:13 ID:00p+/5RQ [Del]

You'll get nothing out of it. Your only gonna waste your time and blood. You don't want that. Just because life may seem rough right now, doesn't mean it will be like that in the near future. Chin up and let the storm pass, you'll make it, I know you can. We all have the strength to do it but only a few really know. You'll be ok. You're fellow Dollars have got your back.

3 Name: Hitsuji : 2016-10-03 18:14 ID:pTg1sWWV [Del]

The fact that you are asking for help is a good sign. It means you don't want to do it, you just feel trapped. How do you feel trapped? Are there any specific reasons you feel this way?
contact me at hitsuji.dollars@gmail.com
I can and want to help you. Please don't do anything rash

4 Name: Mons : 2016-10-03 21:34 ID:pi5plvzH [Del]

If I might ask. Why are you feeling the way you do? I have felt similarly and from experience I know that in order to get there, strong

5 Name: Addrian !8OAWN3A0Q6 : 2016-10-03 21:51 ID:nPIbBXNG [Del]

>>4 To put it simply: school, parents & future
Thank you darlings (T.T)

6 Name: Unknown : 2016-10-04 01:35 ID:u7uO+7bB [Del]

Sure kill yourself make sure you don't regret anything. So it's probably easier to give up and die, well your wrong the world would keep on living without you anyway. People who wants to suicide are weak-willed and there's nothing we can do about it because humans are weak but tell yourself, do you want to be strong? Do you still want to live? If so then don't f*cking say you wanna die you hypocrite. Life is given only once to one person. If you just want to live in the world experiencing the good life then living in a dream. The world isn't so simple if you can't handle the situation currently happening to you now how can you handle them in the future. Your angry and depressed so the first thing that comes in to your mind is suicide that's stupid. If you think you are the only one experiencing this then your wrong think about the people in the world who are experiencing greater troubles and you just want to die comparing your problem with a child whose homeless, has no parents, hungry and exhausted out in the streets. If your weak you die but if you want to survive be strong, Endure and fight back

7 Name: Ignight : 2016-10-04 04:55 ID:Kj2lBWPc [Del]

Depends on what you intend to do with the blade. If you just want to inflict some physical pain to ease the emotional one, sure go ahead, just know that it'll feel even worse the next day, it's like a drug and at that point you might aswell be using heroin

If you intend to kill yourself, then I think you're stupid and you're missing the entire point of life - to have a good death.
I just want to ask you - If you want to kill yourself, do so when you're happy, with a smile and not "angry and depressed"

8 Name: Guardian : 2016-10-04 08:28 ID:QcC84Ewd [Del]

hurting yourself won't help you out of your situation.

9 Name: Scarface : 2016-10-04 10:23 ID:7Gt8H9jq [Del]

If you really feel tempted to cut yourself to inflict some kind of pain please don't use a blade but take a rubber band, put in on your wrist and use it instead.

I know it might seem impossible to get through some situations and it feels like there is no light in sight right now but school won't last forever and once you've graduated it will be a chapter of the past. And once you're grown up your parents won't have power over you because you can work, earn your own money and do your own thing. That you aren't the same as everyone wants you might even be a good thing because we need variety in people and those who bring new things to the table or have a different view on some topics than others. Otherwise humanity wouldn't evolve; it would always stay the same. I know it's hard to be pushed into a corner and have taken away the freedom to be who you are but do not let it push you down, not matter how hard it is. I know you can get through this and here are always people who are willing to listen and might even have experienced similar times of pain even if they are just some anonymous guys on this website.

If you want to kill yourself let me tell you this: Suicide is not a solution because it will not end the pain but only spread it further to others. Even if it seems hopeless I know you can get through this. The Future is uncertain, yes, but that also means that the situation you’re in can turn around. As long as you’re alive there is always a chance of having a better time, even a view weeks from now. Any day you can decide to start over, work towards something and so on. Please don't take that chance away.

10 Name: yahallo : 2016-10-04 16:12 ID:30nAW3t0 [Del]

yahallo! if you are considering cutting yourself you could always instead... draw on yourself (not with a pen that would hurt!) use a marker and draw where you wanna cut just a quick drawing or long one its your choice... or you could do what >>9 said... if you do cut yourself.. please don't kill yourself.. remember the people who love and care about you and what their reactions would be if you killed yourself.. or what your reaction would be if they killed themselves (sorry it was not much i hope you feel better soon!)

11 Name: cooldud3 : 2016-10-04 19:55 ID:ySLaPoCj [Del]

I don't think cutting yourself will change anything, except for scars. Just keep going through life, even if it seems chaotic. Eventually, things will get better.

12 Name: Mons : 2016-10-04 21:38 ID:qVjLqWxr [Del]

>>5 it sounds like you are still in high school. So I will speak to you with that assumption. Just an observation. School can be hard and parents are unbearable, always. Make a plan to get your life together. Whether is to work out everyday and do your school, even find a passion. Make goals.

13 Name: Addrian !8OAWN3A0Q6 : 2016-10-05 16:37 ID:nPIbBXNG [Del]

>>12 Already done the whole planning thing. I'm quite enthusiastic about. And to the people criticizing me about me wanting to kill myself. Holy fuck y'all are nasty people.

>>6 I don't know if I love you or hate you. You say fairly similar things as to what I would say and I have been doing throughout my entire life. Eh, thanks I guess XD

>>7 That's why I get so scared I start thinking about hurting myself. I hear about people who get addicted to it. It's why it's such a feat whenever someone is "sober" from cutting. To be honest though, I feel like the whole cutting thing was a slightly more severe anxiety attack than usual. Like Mons said I am in high school - and a Junior who will graduate from a top ranking school at that. So my guess (i'm not a therapist i just love doing research) is that I've been developing anxiety over years.

To anyone concerned and to those who have replied to this thread, thank you so so much. Keep doing what you're doing because the Dollars actually do help.

14 Name: Mons : 2016-10-06 13:57 ID:pi5plvzH [Del]

>>13 Nice you made a plan. There is no shame in feeling suicidal. I have gone through the same thing. People are just rotten on how their false sense of justice and whats good actually hurts more people than actually help.

15 Name: Kanra : 2016-10-07 23:08 ID:Ck5iyfc1 [Del]

So what's wrong with that, you can show the people who are hurting you mentally are hurting you physically as well, they will have to learn from their mistakes