So, everyone's somewhat fading away now and now I have to start anew. The thing is, I'm too odd for anyone to know how to interact with.

I feel nothing.

I don't mind certain ones leaving, as they've already gradually faded out. But I've lost my feelings for someone I never knew that that could happen with. It's worrying, and I don't bat an eye at my grandmother's worsening dementia, or my anxiety, or nervousness. I'm beginning to forget words and how to interact.

Certainly, I get anger flashes where I start destroying things, or moments where I am in awe at what amazing a mood a thing has. But I feel nothing, I can't focus in class either because I can't even begin to think where to start on something. It's making me feel pointless, and like a shell. It's nothing simple, it can't be. It's affecting me socially, emotionally, physically. I might be ill with something incurable simply because I can't explain the extent of it.

Have you thought about seeing a therapist, this sounds like you might have a problem that can get serious, if probably is just you and the decisions you've made, that's why people leave, you need to change you before it gets worse and seek some advice from professionals

It's okay to feel angry and annoyed. You shouldn't be ashamed of any emotions you feel.
Concerning the lack of emotions, I would suggest trying new things and seeking some sort of passion. Start projects instead of, for instance, playing on the computer or videogames or social media or television. Try building something or writing something or creating something. Cook something. Perhaps paint or draw a picture expressing how you feel. Or you could write/type a story. You could try to make your own manga.
Just try to break the monotony of everyday crappy life. Believe me, it's difficult. You will wonder why you even bother or try at all, but you need to feel more entitled to your own life, emotions, personality, and existence.
If you really need to start fresh, maybe you can talk to your parents/teachers about transferring schools when you decide you're ready.
Take a walk alone and try to clear your head sometime. Stop caring about who is going to worry that you're gone and take some time to yourself.

>>1 Some people can't get close to people very easily, but that means that it becomes so much more significant and special when you find someone who you can.
Although, I don't really get the anger part of this because if you get angry are you really someone who feels nothing? Or do you feel nothing for other people? And that's part of why you're angry?
One way of looking at this is that you don't feel like you should have to like someone, like it's something expected of you, because sometimes it loses it's meaning that way. I wouldn't blame you or judge you for not feeling anything for others.
And besides, if you feel guilty then it just proves how good your intentions are.

See a therapist, but if you think it's something physical see a neurologist (the brain doctors).

>>5 but what if every therapist annoys him

>>6 then he should go see the neurologist instead.

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I can't lie I sometimes feel like I'm the same way. There's just sometimes so much sad stuff in reality I feel like ppl just eventually grow numb to it. Idk if sometimes ppl feel like that's someone becoming a stronger person and they believe we're just accepting these things or is it just a really we just losing the feeling to care. I have sometimes my amusement with horrible things or scary. I feel like I sometimes need help. My cousin told me I am crazy but I'm making myself feel better bc I know what's wrong but I'll never hurt anyone bc of it so I use these horrible things in my mind to keep me happy or sane but I should never act on it bc if something happens bad things will happen to me. So I was always hoping is that really ok, shouldn't I just trap myself into a room but he told me we would think it'll make me feel better but it doesn't bc he's been in one before. That we just need to accept life the way it is and don't let it block the good away from us. I can says I only love a few ppl but if I lost them I would go insane or die. Not even my parents can help me bc I been through so much harsh things in my life. There was this one cousin I had too I never seen anyone cry for me so for once I cried and he told me I'm like a sister to him and he can see I keep to myself but he understands and is currently helping me. My bf is good too but he's got some loose screws too so I'm hoping I can help him too. This is also another way for me to help people bc I feel like this will help me too talking to others like this. I think if you can feel helping others the bad inside you feel will at least maintain leaser I think. I feel horrible about myself too so I just wanted to express this. I am 22yrs old turning 23 in 1/3. I hope you don't mind me talking to you like this. I just feel like you're not alone and shouldn't feel so awkward about it.

Boiiii, i think its the same case for me too. I feel nothing. Like not trying to copy or imitate those emotionless characters on anime or mangas. Its just honestly I dont feel anything for anything. Like, Its easy to say I love you to my parents, But honestly i know its rude but, i think to myself, wait how do you feel love? Do i even love them? I mean theyŕe great people but i just feel nothing for them. And sorrow, pity? I just dont feel that towards people. Im a very rude person fro what i think. I look down on others and dont feel towards anything to them. I laugh and judge people most of the time. To summarize things out. Im just too lazy to even feel emotion