Since you're basically anonymous here, I thought about making a diary/journal thread. It's like a normal diary/journal entry that you would normally write in secret hoping nobody sees it. Well here your anonymous to everyone anyways (mostly everyone). Nobody here knows who you are in IRL anyway, so why not write about your day to day life here, just don't state your actual location or any real names of people you might write about. I'll start.

Dear journal,

Today I cooked myself lunch... usually I buy something or eat a quick snack/ sandwich or junk food (chips, etc). So I think this is improvement. yes?

Dear Journal,

It was my day off work, yet I was called in again. I couldn't handle another day of carrying extremely heavy boxes and putting the bottles to the shelves, so I lied that I had to take the driver's exam today. I just hope they won't somehow know I lied and I don't forget about it and give myself out somehow.

Dear journal,

-She said hi to me first yesterday instead of me initiating conversation this time around.
-My work schedule has finally changed to my liking. Except for that one part I don't like about it...
-I was also contemplating about putting this thread in the random board if no one else posted a journal entry (even though it's about personal matters), but seeing as someone else did use this, Here I will leave it.

Dear Journal/Diary (or whatever I'm supposed to call it),

He...'it' has been here for the past couple of days. It's not actually there but I can still 'see' it. It also seems to have a voice that's similar to mine. I'm wondering what to call it, 'Jack' seems like a fitting name. But, rather than pondering about a name I think I should get some help.

Dear journal,

It's been a while since I was really able to do anything with anybody because everybody already has plans to do things. So because of that I went to watch our marching band practice for the afternoon. This probably wasn't the greatest idea because being there made me feel more alone than even at home, though I was friends with most of the people there I didn't really know how to contribute to their conversations. I ended up leaving the practice two hours early and went to the graveyard again to think. When I got home some friends invited me to watch a movie online with them (Krampus). It was cool of them to do that and even though it was something small, I felt like I needed that.

Dear journal,

My mom has been flipping out lately because I got one point lower on my Act, and she put me into a Act/Sat school because of it. College applications suck ass as well. I hate school.

>>4 call it what you feel more comfortable with.

Dear Journal thing,

I'm spending too much time doing nothing. The only thing I am doing right now is talking to "Jack". But, still it's not anything at all.

Dear Journal,

Everything is shit. My dad just got sent to jail yesterday after being a convicted child molester. He would've gone earlier except he was in the hospital because he tried to kill himself with my army knife. I'm still find splatters of blood all over the house. It's like an egg hunt, but with blood. My mom works 12 hours a day to pay off the mortgage, and there is 7 people in the house, we also have 4 dogs. All the while this creepy pastor keeps showing up at our house to 'cleanse' it. I only let him stay because he makes my grandma feel better.

P.S. You only find out who your real friends are after they realize the shit that's piled up behind your walls. Oh well I never needed them anyways.

Dear Journal

I sometimes think I'm interesting. But sometimes I think I'm not. I'm turning 22 the day after christmas. Life has changed a lot. I honestly don't think I'm as emotional as before, I had a period where I thought I had depression, now I know that it was just anxiety and that I was sad that I didn't fit in with some people. Now I don't really care anymore I've just been wasting my life working away and honestly I don't have any interests in many material things so I don't spend much money either. I guess that's a good thing because I saved quite a decent amount, but at the same time I don't think it matters that much because I'm pretty sure I'm going to die before I turn 30 and won't even use it. Honestly if I don't die before then I'd be surprised. I've already done everything I wanted to do with my life, I think. so I don't know what else I'd do other than live with a smile on my face until I die, lol. I quite enjoy my life, but I also don't mind if it ends already... weird. I'm happy. I'm happy, and I really believe that I enjoy my life now. And I have accepted that every life ends at one point or another, so there's no need to live a life with other's expectations anymore, I should just live the life I want to. And The life I want to live is just a happy one until the day I die, that's it and I don't need much to be happy, lol.

Hi Journal,

I still dont know if he likes me or not or everything is just one sided to me.

i mean everyone roots for us but he doesnt seem to make a move. and i already made a lot of hints that i really like him. i just hope he's not taking advantage of me.

Hi Journal

Lol I really like a boy on this website but I can't tell him lol, das my story.

Bye journal

>>14 lemme guess its either Tree, NZPIEFACE or Chronos.

nah im just kidding.

>>15 It must be NZPIEFACE.
I mean, who doesn't love pie?

Dear diary,
Lately I’m having rouble containing my instincts to claw certain four-legged animals (lets call them D) in the eye. So far I’ve succeeded, but as a result my pent-up frustration is leaking to certain people.

-Anonymous N

dear journal

i realized that all humans are stupid.

- maimai

Dear journal

All this time, everyone sees me as a cheerful person & careless about his future life. How could I tell them that I actually do think about it all the time & don't know how to act. The parents kept asking me about what do I wanna do with my life, how can I pass this through when I'm just a good for nothing little prick compared to my friends and siblings who got talent and ambition. I hope I'll live long & proud enough to be able to look back to this post and just kinda look back on how I finally managed through these problems my mind has placed.

-Me in 2018