I've found it hard to find someone with a mutual like or love. I'm young, about to be an adult. I'm in an abusive family that doesn't SEEM abusive. I have no where to go if I want to pack up and leave. I told myself I'd have to find some salesman sugar daddy or something, but then I think who'd want someone like me. I don't want to burden my friends, I don't want to ask for help because of rejection, and I have so many dreams and things I want to do. Maybe I could make someone older and wealthy fall for my personality and leave with him, but who's to say he wouldn't be another online rapist. What if I bought a man to do what I asked; to get a job and supply me and treat him like he's worth more. At this point, I don't know. I just want to be somewhere safe

We don't know, you don't know, no one knows.

You just do. Kinda like walking and breathing.

You know even though you're afraid to ask for help do it because in the end it'll either be a regret or a praise. They are your friends right? So they should be considerate enough to help you. And as far as relationships go. You shouldn't find someone with lots of money and make them fall for you just for that reason, it's not right, if you want someone in your life to love you then just live your life without pondering over these things the person for you will come into your life at the most unexpected moment so don't force it, you are still quite young. And I do completely understand that you just want to get away from your family so you are in a very difficult position. If you have a job you could also work at that to support yourself with moving out and if you don't then get one. There's also nothing more attractive than a woman who can live and support herself without a man too;)and trust me I may not know you but there is definitely someone out there that will want someone like you. I've had those same thoughts too, my family verbally abuses me sometimes so I know how it feels to have the people you trust hurt you its pretty hard. I hope this advice helps you, I'm not an expert though, but I hope I could help you.

Maybe you're the type that subdues to the family's orders, what I call being "stuck in the portrait". You're almost an adult I hear? Good, you'll get some freedom soon.

No I don't mean drinking, clubbing, etc. Have you ever read about successful people? Read the biographies of some of these people. Their own family hated and abused them for the life they lead and thought was right. They had to go headstrong in their dream for a good amount of time before the closest people around them understood and accepted it welcoming-ly.

Hard work I know. But those who believe in the true justice of their destination can't be wrong, if you keep following it, other people will start to think the same way you do. But obviously there'd be some people out there who will hate, that's pretty normal. There's actually one person in every person's life that just hates our existance rnow.

Just wait for the right time to ask someone, and make sure you ask someone you want to be with. I'm sure you'll find someone good

Hold on just a little longer. You're almost an adult, things will get better soon. You've made it this far, you can hold out a little more. You're a strong person, despite how others who wish nothing but pain and depression in your life might say that you're weak for not leaving, I see the opposite. There are many cases where people ran away from their own home, and you are strong to be able to stay.