Sorry if this post seems a bit messy or boring, but I just needed to share and I didn't know where to do so.

I've always been shy but I've always tried my best to speak with everyone and to be liked by everyone (meaning I try to do not give anyone reasons to hate me. I've never radically change for anyone, if you knnow what I mean by that, I just try to speak of the right things with the right people) Each new year I would promise myself to do better but I've never been happy with myself.
I'm in first year at Uni now and I'm experiencing what can be the lowest moment in my life. I don't know what to do and all my life seems so messed up, but I have no idea why this happens.
I love what I'm doing in Uni, I have friends and love my family, but somehow it seems so useless and false. I still try to change but I'm losing hope in everything. I just feel empty.
I've never talked about this with anyone and I'm afraid to do so. More than anything I'm scared that they would believe me a freak, a poser, that they would think I'm acting and I'm playing the victim.

(sorry for the bad english)

you know that everyone goes through a phase in their life where they're depressed but with some people it gets worse than just that. I know how you feel, in fact I'm in the same place as you I have good friends and a good family yet I still feel like it isn't true... But maybe changing isn't the answer maybe you just have to change the way you look at things differently in a more happy way. You like what you're doing in Uni right? that's good not to mention that you have friends and a family. I know all the thoughts that circulate in your head about talking to someone all too well, but once you reach out and ask someone for help (and it doesn't have to be your family or friends) things will get so much better. I promise you ;)
I know I don't know exact;y what's going on but I guarantee you that if you find the right person to talk to you will see your life in a brighter way. I really hope this helps I'm not exactly the best at things like this.

Like Katsuko said, it's a phase nearly everyone goes through. We can't really help you more than telling you that it will get better.
If you want to talk about it more or just need someone to talk, don't hesitate to text me :3 My skype name is random.voice1

It could get better, it could get worse. Hey atleast you got into Uni :). I got accepted too, but I never went 'cause in the long run I couldn't afford it and besides, I wasn't sure what to study.

The reason you may think your life or that everything around you is false is because,... it probably is. Why, because of you... From what you have stated, it sounds like you don't express yourself/ thoughts to anyone else. This may be whyneverything seems false, because you yourself arenbeing false. I think, You need to express yourself more: your feelings, what you really think. You need to do this to around atleast one person. This way you won't lose your sense of reality. Basically, just be honest with yourself, accept who you are and move forward from there. Oh and and let others know what you think. Even if your thoughts are more like questions than opinions. Even if yournthoughts are anlittle out there. Just express yourself more.
(don't listen to my advice if you don't want to, I am not a proffesional)

If you feel that everything is false and empty, it may be because you are doing something you do not want? or maybe you're not doing something you want? I do not know if this is the case since you did not mention any of the options, I'm just speculating, but you should evaluate better. I mean, what do you really want to do. Some people do not deserve kindness in some cases, some people take energy from others just by being around. Anyway, this is all just speculation, it is not the case you should completely ignore my message.