Hi, I don't know how to explain this. And I know what I'm about to say is not something many Dollars will understand.
I am in pure desperation. The woman which I have been with for over a year just left me in one day. I have been nothing else but torn. I'm seriously thinking about committing suicide but I simply can't because my body won't let me. I keep telling her about my hurt and my pain but she only thinks I'm playing games. I'm not. She thinks I'm just doing it to make her respond one last time.

Dollars I'm serious. I am in utter shambles and I don't know how to make her understand. Please Dollars I need help. She doesn't believe me. I am losing myself. I think that after one day of thinking about it way to many times I might do it. I don't know what to do. I wish someone will tell her that I am not kidding. Dollars I don't know. I need help. Why won't she believe me.

I have no advice... I've only ever been in one relationship ever and it didn't even last a month. It failed miserably.

Well, I guess I do have one tip, I don't know how successful it is but it's all I got. Here: Take a screen shot or copy/paste everything you wrote here and send it to her. She might believe you afterwards, but I don't really know...

I do not know why she left you, or why she meant so much to you, but I can tell you that it would be a bad idea to commit suicide over something like this. I understand how much it hurts; I've had my share of relationships, and all the serious ones have ended this way. I was destroyed when my one girlfriend broke up with me, and I almost did what you spoke of. I thought about her constantly, and even now, I can never fully forget how I felt for her, and about our break up. And even though it took a while, I began to tolerate the pain more and more. I realized that creating a permanent solution to a temporary problem would have been a huge mistake, because I know now how much great stuff I would have missed. Understand that, when 'the one' leaves, it only means that the next one will arrive.

If you need anymore help, our Discord server has a suicide hotline, which has many more people who are suited to deal with and help you through issues like these. Here is the link to join:

https://discord.gg/0ozIdtqVYFc7uVXt

Good luck, and hopefully you get a better understanding of your dilemma.

It seems you actually did Tell her you're thinking about suicide, and that's why she isn't taking you seriously(but I May be wrong). No, I'm not saying "suicide só she will ser you're serious", it's more like "ask her the reason she left, and if the reason is you then say you will fix the problem, then proceed to fix the problem and call her later". But if the problem is not you, I can only say you should watch 500 days of summer.

You could, I don't know, Start Anew?
Move to another City, State, or even Country.
When any of this is an option, one should be able to rest assured they can start anew away from a relationship, as these are just examples of things that will cause you to lose many relationships, with friends and family.

"When you die, you disappear. The pain you feel doesn't, though. Only your being." -Izaya Orihara

If you commit suicide, you let the pain win. You let it know it has conquered you, and that you have surrendered. And when you disappear, your pain latches onto the people who do love you like friends or family, infecting them too. But you can beat the pain. You can overcome it. And you most certainly can get over someone who may never have loved you to begin with (my ex doesn't even know the meaning of love). There are other things worth living for, like your dreams and passions, and that's what you should be investing your life in.

"The world isn't as bad as you think." -Celty Sturluson