What’s it gonna be like, dying? To go to sleep and never, never, never wake up.

Well, a lot of things it’s not gonna be like. It’s not going to be like being buried alive. It’s not going to be like being in the darkness forever.

I tell you what it’s going to be as if you never had existed at all. Not only you, but everything else as well. That just there was never anything, there’s no one to regret it and there’s no problem.

Well, think about that for a while it’s kind of a weird feeling when you really think about it, when you really imagine.

That was deep... Although, to the ones you left behind, it wouldn't be like you had never existed. They would remember you, mourn for you. You made an impact on their lives forever. And whoever they impact would have been impacted by you as well. You are never forgotten.

It depends what you believe though, right?

I used to think about that ALOT. I've just come to the realization that you just don't know what's going to happen when you die. What's done is done and there's nothing you can do about it. When I do think about it it felt as if I was having a major panic attack. Thinking about an empty void where nothing exists. The thing that scared me more is the forever part. What is forever? Staying in infinite darkness forever. Not ever hearing a single voice forever...
And I'll stop here or else I'm going to scream.

But you can't remember before you were born so wouldn't it be that way after you die