Ok so ... I am normally a chill person and I like to think I am very helpful and positive but lately I have been wanting to throw other people's rants, complaints and even mental illnesses back in their faces and say "God damn it I don't care about your problem fucking do what I want for once!!!!" ... AND I KNOW T IS WRONG. I know this is a horrible thing to say to anyone but I am struggling not to say it AND I HATE IT!!!

I mean I don't have any mental illness I don't have any problems and yet I want to do this to people I know and care about. Why is that?? Am I just a closet asshole and should just let it happen or am I going through something and need help?? This never has happened to me a before and son of a bitch it is scaring me!!!

Has anyone els gone through this, does anyone have an answer??

I have gotten through something similar what your going through
But i think its because of the personal problems that were going on in my life and i used to be annoyed when other people complained about their life, when i would much rather have their problems rather than my own. I think it was because i was jealous of other peoples lives, and thought that their problems were nothing compared to mine. So i acted like a bitch for awhile until i actually vented out what i was feeling/thinking to someone, even though complaining and ranting was the thing i hated in the first place.

Butttttttttt........ thats just from personal experience, idk if it may be the same reason why your feeling like this but i hope it helps.

What the kicker is is that my life isn't bad! I couldn't be happier with my life right now but I for some reason I am being a hard ass. It's like a switch just flipped on in my mind and instead of being understanding and kind I am an ass who only cares about myself. It's not jealously ... At least I don't think.

Thank you though Anonymous ... I'll just ... Keep trying to figure it out.

Maybe I should just be alone for a while.

Do people complain about their problems a lot? If so, I think I have an answer. You start to get tired of listing to their problems and start to show more aggression twords them. Personally, I have a friend who would talk about her problems a lot and honestly I just wanted to punch her face. Their problems start to get annoying and you just really stop caring. Or you can't help them and so you start to show aggression?

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I understand what you're going through, and I think you just need some time to yourself. You also need to know that it's perfectly fine and normal to get frustrated with other people and to put yourself in front of other people when you need to. So if you're having trouble hearing people out, something that I found useful is to politely tell them you're busy and walk away and make sure to avoid situations where people approach you for help, and let them know you need some time alone.
Take all the time you need, you don't have any mental illness or anything, I'm definite that you just need some time on your own. Even if your life is relatively fine at the moment and you have nothing to complain about, days like these happen, where you have no control over your emotions. It might be underlying stress from having people depend on you and trying to keep up your spirits and be normal.
Remember, it's completely human and okay to get frustrated from time to time. When you recognize that feeling, make sure you distance yourself from people and do nothing to aggravate that feeling of irritation.
Good luck :)