I'm insincerely sorry, but please break your story into paragraphs. And preferable an introduction, a start, a middle, and an ending, with a last paragraph to say what you need help with.

I haven't read the whole thing yet. But good luck

Yo, I was just going through the threads when I saw yours. I do not know how much I can help, but I want to tell you this because I have a friend who just went through a similar situation.
First of all, you already had a strong will to live before you guys got together. Believe in yourself.
Second, if he left you, then it is his loss. Do not feel as though you have lost someone. Rather, know that you have gained something in this experience: love. My friend’s girlfriend broke up with him yesterday. I reminded my friend that even if she left him, he was able to give his love to her and sometimes, that is enough help.
I am not telling you to stop crying or to not be upset because a break up does leave a few scars. In the meantime, hang out with friends and do things you really love. Keep yourself preoccupied and stay away from self-pity. Trust me, focusing on the negatives might cause you to miss the opportunity. That special someone might be right next to you, and you won’t notice their presence while you are still thinking about someone else.
I really hope this helps. Focus on the positive and keep your head up, France.

Sorry, but there isn't really any solution to the problem. There is really only one thing that can be done, just go through the motions, and just wait till it passes by. It may seem like you will be lonely forever and you will never get over it, but trust me, you will. I have gone through a similar situation myself, and I felt that I was truly alone, and nothing but what I had lost could help, but then I remembered that my life was more than just what I had lost. It took a while, but I was able to get over it, and trust me, as long as you remember who you are, you will get through it.

People make mistakes. Learn from yours. You're 17, not a baby. Deal with it. You knew break ups could happen when you decided to be in a relationship. Don't fucking expect people to pity you because of it.

Help yourself because I don't think anyone else has the time for this. You're 17.

>>5 Okay, I'm not sure what this thread was but jesus christ dude. People post these threads to get help not so people like you can kick the problems in the dirt and make them feel like shit.

Whoever this person was, please feel free to post what you put again, there are some of us that genuinely want to help people like you.