Ignore the suck-ass title, I have a headache and I just woke up after trying to do my homework and slept instead. Anywho, my mind is a wee bit conflicted now. I'm "agender" (or at least how I feel mentally pretty closely resembles the agender definition) and I sort of wanna take testosterone when I'm older. I loved having the curvy body and the things females got away with in my society, but I also feel like I'm too feminine(?) Does that make sense? I feel like I need to search for a "happy medium" in this and the best way I've thought about this to make myself feel more connected to my body is by taking testosterone but not going the extra mile that all transmen have gone through and cutting my (pathetically small) boobs. I dunno, it's weird (~_~) Do y'all know of any other people who have felt similarly? This shit's pretty weird to me and I feel like no doctor would prescribe testosterone to me anyway because I'm not trans. (>_<)

This is probably gonna sound really cheesy, but you should just like yourself for who you are.