complain complain complain. all i ever do is be a depressed little shit. no one can help because i can't let them because i'm terrified i'll be laughed at. told i'm just complaining. be called weird, annoying. people insulting me is one of my many weaknesses and one of the reason i stay up at night wondering why i'm still here, why i dont just run off. but i can't because i'm so fucking co-dependent on everyone. i hate it. i hate myself. the one thing i'm good at is letting me down and to makes me want to puke. I'm always so... upset. so sad and angry. why can't i be consoled by the one goddamn person who i need it from the most. why do i get yelled at when other people get off the hook. why is calling someone an asshole behind their back better than saying something a lot less rude to their face. but no need to listen. all i do is complain, and bitch, and cry. i'm fucking pathetic

Ha humanity is Hard, wanna Text? Then Mail me at faker.1875@gmail.com
For a better Future for us all! That things might get better for us all
Your not the social asshole ala overconfident Bastard, are you? Well i dont think so, being shy and such is the Problem generally being yourself is the Problem well just Text me if you want to

I feel the same sometimes. If you want, you can mail me at Quad_of_m@yahoo.com and we can be pathetic together. -__^ x_x"

It is quite alright, I never allow others to help me either. I try to shoulder everything myself, but sometimes it really is a good thing if you would depend on others. Sometimes, it's alright to be selfish and want others to look after you as well. I feel the same. When people blame you, I think you should talk to the person patiently. Sometimes, it's just because they want the best of you and thus they jump to conclusions. I wish you all the best.