Long time no see.
*sigh* where should I begin...

My life sucks.

I have no friends, no proper place to live (only a cold and small wooden house without a bathroom), bad grades, depression...
So yeah, I guess I'm pretty fucked up.

What should I do? Kill myself? I have no idea what to do with my life.
I've started cutting myself again.I just want to have a new life. Like, completely new. I want to have a better name. I want to be pretty. But I'm born unattractive. No one likes ugly girls. I want to be a better person.

I used to be happy and optimistic, but now I've become a suicidal and depressed girl. Nothing seems to hold me alive. Even If I tell myself I'll stay alive until I pass the exams, I don't really think so.

I have a mask. People only see a lonely, quiet and introverted person. They don't know that I'm suicidal or anything.

So I'm asking for advice. How to become happy? Is happiness even possible for me?

jamjam7.dollars@gmail.com

I love you.
Don't die.

Don't fuck your life , we are your family now , don't die we all love you

Mail me if you want: i got a german Dollars WhatsApp Group but Your very welcome in it, of course if you want, And yea having and english Person in my List is all times good maybe you can help me to get better Grades?
Dont think Bad about me tho, my life is not the shiniest eather so yea if you dont mind just Massage me, WhatsApp is available at the Google playstore, my email is: faker.1875@gmail.com
For the Future and that things get some light ^^

Thank you for your replies.
>>2 you don't even know me....
>>3 sorry, my life is already fucked
>>4 I don't have WhatsApp..:(

Here is my opinion on that.

You don't seem to enjoy your studies or even your free time.
Getting better grades often helps, the feeling of accomplishment, of not being completely helpless. Sounds easy and it often is. Schools are pretty bad at adjusting to your personal needs and ways of learning. Either try to learn on your own or ask someone else for help. Small improvements go a long way. I could study with you, if you want me to or you could ask others on this board, there are plenty of nice people around.
Also if you are wondering what to do with yourself: it's just my opinion, but I very much cherish the act of helping others. I find it very fulfilling and it makes me happy to make others happy. Maybe you can try it, it's also an awesome reason to improve yourself to be better at helping others.

Overall don't give up and I hope your situation improves.

Happiness is possible for everyone. It doesn't mean the road to happiness is EASY; on the contrary, it's HARD. But all good things require hard work and effort.

You think dying will solve everything? It won't solve anything sweetheart, all you'll be doing is giving up on every good opportunity that exists for you, even if you can't see those opportunities right now.

The fact that you want means you CAN make all those changes you're talking about. If you want, you have the will. People who want nothing out of life have nothing to live for. You're not like that.

You have to take care of yourself first if you want to be prettier. There are plenty of tips and tutorials on fashion, skin care, makeup, etc. There are people in this world who are more beautiful than you are, and that's how it is, but that does NOT make you ugly.

Let me tell you something. There's no such thing as a bad student, only bad teachers. We all have a hard time at school, and the majority of us don't do well some years, but we bounce back. There are so many resources online to help you with school so you can improve your grades -- forums, learning videos, etc (including the Dollars here).
Ask your teacher if you don't understand. It's their responsibility to help you, it's their JOB. They have no right to get all pissy and frustrated if you don't understand, it just means they're not teaching you right.

Do you like animals? Go volunteer at an animal shelter, for example. It's one of the best places to meet great and kind people, and you get a feeling of satisfaction and happiness that you helped improve the lives of those animals and made them happy. You'll see how much satisfaction you'll get out life when you start helping others.

These are a few examples of thing you CAN do if you WANT. Again, it's not easy, not at all, but it's possible. Just put your mind to it dear, there are so many things to see and experience in this world, the bad times only last so long, they'll pass.

Good luck, you got this.

>>6>>7 thank you for the replies. I'll try.

Turn insane? Seems like a shortcut to euphoria and joy.

Otherwise, do something you like, that doesn't have negative effects.

>>9
Sane people are not so different from insane people in terms of euphoria. Mania is another matter.

>>8 You're welcome. Keep your chin up kiddo :)

Well, I'm not good at advices, but when you get better, let us know...

I'm not that good at conveying my emotions through words... However if you need an ear that will listen, a shoulder that will support you, or a mind that will occasionally not fuck me over and give you some advice, I'm here.

Here's my email: addrian.dollars@gmail.com

I'm not good at consolation. But if you want to talk about this, I don't mind if you message me.

Soratsuki.dollars@gmail.com

I know life feels like it sucks but remember that everything has a end and i don't want you to end your life because life is beautiful in it's own way. You maybe think that i don't know you all to well to say this things but i have been in a similar situation as you and it has become better. If you need someone to talk to you can message me: Azarel.dollars@gmail.com or if you want to talk to someone else you can go to a site called 7 cups of tea :)
You can do this

Life can feel like a real downer. It's a boring and depressing thing. The worst thing you can do is accept that you are stuck that way. It's your life right? If you don't like how it is, don't just trudge on thinking there's nothing you can't do because there is always something.

I hope it gets better for you. (It will)

P.S. Try to smile your biggest smile and think about the random people that replied. We care about you and want you to be happy.

Thank you all so much. Thank you.

Hey there. Please, please don't leave us. I know that everyone on this thread, and many more would be sad if you died. We care about you. Things may not be going well for you right now, but they can get better. I'm sure that if you keep trying, you will end up in a better place in life. Giving up now would only ensure that all those possibilities won't happen.

You want a new life. And I know, there are some things about our lives that we don't have the power to change. But there is so much that we can change, that you can change. Try to find something you want to improve about yourself that you know you can do, like trying to eat healthier, or learn something new. You'd be amazed by how the tiny things can make you feel better.

Also, take care of yourself. I know that sometimes when we feel down we want to hurt ourselves, but that's only going to harm you, not help you. Maybe try to find another outlet for your emotions? Music is one of mine.

I'm really glad that you reached out to us. We're right here if you ever need us again.

I'm sure you're beautiful just the way you are, and don't end your life. I'm sure you'll find the right someone for you eventually.

It is my firmly held belief that every single person in the world is beautiful in their own way. You just have to find someone who loves your way. And the only way to do that is to never give up.

I wonder what happened to her...

>>21 I do too. But please, since this thread has been dead, please do not necropost.