Right now life is just getting harder and harder, I don't know what to do, and I'm leaving the few friends I have left so I can find meaning in my life. There's just no end to the problems, more and more just keep coming. I'm lost, and confused. Life is just like this one big old maze, but you can't ever find your way out most of the time. I've been hitting dead end after dead end, I'm about ready to just kill myself. The problems just keep piling up, there's no end in sight. Nothing feels right anymore. I no longer care if or when I die. I'm just waiting to die so I can get this over with.

wait!! don't do it yet!!

this is a personal opinion but.. you could still start anew.. leave everything behind!!

if you nobody cares for you.. you could at least care for yourself..

just dont give up and give it a bit of time..

everything will be fine.. maybe not today, but someday.. just dont give up.

i know im being slightly redundant and pointless but.. I'm here to cheer you on.. you can tell me your problems.. email me and I might give you a proper response.. kurosukeaucren.dollars@gmail.com

Ok! Don't kill yourself is the first step to help yourself. Secant step like yourself even if you don't love yourself. Third step do what you love to do! Everyone has problems! forth step find someone with the same problems! Sorry if this isn't helping! Just don't kill yourself!

The first step is being able to see clearly. Whether it's figuring out what you want, or deciding which factors are significant, you need to sort these things out first. A truly interesting an developed character usually has a low point where they are lost and confused but that's where they change and figure out the most about themselves.
Don't kill yourself to run away though, there's no purpose in that. If you truly are nothing and have nothing to live for then it's still best to stick around anyway for if things do change for the better. That's the whole point of this life, that we have no idea where even we ourselves will go and what we will become. Our hardest and most painful struggles might just become forgotten memories after a few years.

But if you do figure something out or change then please update us. This kind of situation has potential for a very interesting character, both in their story but also in the very way that they think and see things.

Also, if possible could we hear a bit more about your situation? I guess you probably don't want to say specifics or it's too complicated but usually I feel like there's something else you can say about it.

Anyway, best of luck with it. I hope you make it through to the other side ^-^

I'm not going to stop you in what you do, but just try to enjoy life as it is. There is so much that you will miss if you die too soon.
There are people who care about you and would love to save/help you. If someone is trying to help you, then don't give up yet. If there isn't any, then search for help.
You honestly should start looking at life with a better perspective.
Anyways, like I said, I'm not going to stop you in what you do next. But just try to live.

I don't love anything, not even my own family. It makes me alittle happy that there are people who don't want me to die, so I think I'll live alittle longer. I'm gonna see where my life takes me, and if I don't like where I end up I'll either choose a new path, or die.