I have a lot of friends at school, but recently one of my friends told me they didn't want to be my friend anymore and I considered her to be my best friend. I went to both of her parents house, I new her family, and she was the person who got me to trust people with my friendship again, because in the past people have only pretended. Soon after she dumped me another one of my friends did the same(I wasn't as close to him though). The next day he said that I was the most hated person at the school. Ever since those two incidents I have started to doubt all my friendships. I know I shouldn't do that because of how two people felt but I am. I've been paying attention to how my friends acted with other people verses me and in some cases it's very different. A lot of people do find me slightly annoying, but I don't want that to affect who I am and I'm scared that my life will go back to how it was before and that my life will be a pool of pain. I want to address my friends about how I'm feeling but I feel like they will think bad of me for doubting their friendship. What should I do?

Just ignore what they are doing to u.Keep moving forward.You can explain of what happened.Ask them to forgive you and tell them all of this is a misunderstanding.You can do it.I trust you ^^