So lately ive been thinking about past memorise and my future. . .
I realized how many of my old friends had left me and how much i felt satisfied with my life, but now that I've grown up and life has gotten to me i realized how bored and how empty i feel. I realized how my family will eventually pass on and my small friend group will have to part their ways.
I'll never get to make a job out of what i love.

I just need some cheering up and some motivation.

Things change for different reasons, and as we age so do our personalities.

Nothing is eternal, not even our own lives. However, how we alone choose to keep our own perspectives and views of the world. Only you control how you feel.

Sure we might lose old friends, family, and whatever else may come to pass.
This does not mean it HAS to permanently be this way. Often times we confuse loneliness with content, simply because even though we might crave new experiences or meeting new friends, we hesitate because it's easier to live that way. Easier to not be outgoing. Easier to put your hands in your pockets or look down at your phone to choose the next song in your playlist.

But if you're being completely honest with yourself, and you know that you want a more fulfilling life, then get out there and seize it.
It's not supposed to be easy, nothing worth having is. But you know what? There are people you walk by everyday who feel the exact same way as you. Take steps, little by little, and procure the excitement that you want. Wash away that boredom with spontaneity. Believe in your own success, and if you're telling yourself that you can't right now, you CAN. I believe in you. Keep your head up, don't focus on the negative and you can accomplish anything.

I hope you have a wonderful year.

LETS GO

>>2

What they said.

Chin up pal.